As part of a couple of MFM three ways I was able to satisfy my bi curiosity. It was exciting and I'm glad for the experience. There was no guilt or remorse that I had crossed a huge line. Three days ago after a long bike ride with a guy I've been riding with for a couple of months we were doing our usual post ride soak in his hot tub , talking about sex like men do, when he asks if I've ever given a blow job. I thought about how to reply and decided honesty was best so I said yes, and explained the situation. Without going into the details I wound up giving him a blowjob, well two actually. Even though this is something I've done before, this just seemed different. More.......gay. I had feelings of guilt. Does this make sense? Has any one felt this way?
My guess is what was different is there was no woman present this time to be a part of it. Was your goal to pleasure him, or just his penis? (I know both get pleasured but hopefully you know what I mean). If you are penis focused, it doesn't necessarily make you gay if women still turn you on. If he is attractive to you, then you may be gay or for sure bi. But overanalyzing is a waste of time. Just try to enjoy as you figure out what you are.
Wouldn't it be grand if we felt guilt and shame for being selfish, thoughtless, and cruel, instead of giving and receiving pleasure to one another?
And what kind of sick, sadistic, twisted, fucked-up society inculcates such a nasty little ravenous worm in children's minds, that sadism is admirable and pleasure evil?
Nobody cares what you label it. You sucked his cock twice, so you must have liked it. And he apparently did, too. Don't feel guilty. The next time you two are together in the hot tub, you will probably suck him again. Think of it as a nice reward for a grueling work out.
Yeah like somebody else said here I think the reason that it was different is simply because there was no woman involved and as a guy who has sucked on some cock without my wife being involved it is a little bit different. But if you enjoyed it no reason to feel guilty and I say go out and have some more fun with him or if you don't necessarily have fun with him find another cock the suck
Yeah like somebody else said here I think the reason that it was different is simply because there was no woman involved and as a guy who has sucked on some cock without my wife being involved it is a little bit different. But if you enjoyed it no reason to feel guilty and I say go out and have some more fun with him or if you don't necessarily have fun with him find another cock the suck
You should enjoy the fact that.. 1) you have a friend that you can openly and comfortably talk about anything. 2) you can comfortably enjoy your sexually with. win win if you ask me
