I'm not gay but... (famous last words, right) Anyway there's this kid; this little pathetic kid who doesn't seem to know anything about anything who's kind of bumbling and naive and probably has never had a girlfriend in his life or even a shot at one. I remember the first time I saw him I just laughed and thought, "Young, dumb, and full of cum." I still think that every time I see him, but now the thought process is different. I think about how he's probably never had a blowjob, how he's full of cum, and how easy it would probably be to suck him off. Now, I've never given head. I probably wouldn't be any good at it, but something about his young age makes me think that it wouldn't matter. I can just imagine that he would cum almost instantly and fill my mouth with jizz. Sure he'd get pickier, but I'd get better at it. I could spend every day just draining him dry. NSA, you know? That's usually when I go someplace private and beat off. But why would I think that? I have a wife, kids, a great sex life, and blowing a guy isn't going to get me off. Why would I want to do it? Especially since that kid isn't attractive. In fact, he doesn't even look clean. Plus approaching him would be completely out of the question. He's underage (I think) and if he said no, and told someone man - that would be the end of everything. So why do I think this? What's wrong with me?
