Who here, all up in this peice, that tyou are

completley comfortable with your life? Everything you do, everything you are?
Maybe that would be considered enlightenment, but even if thats not the case, would that not be perfection? To never worry? Not because you dont care, but becuase you are entirley immune to fear of any sort.

I know I dont.
Nothing really gets to me, but certain things in life have the ability to keep me in anxiety until Im through. Like, right now I am homeless and have my son for the next 6 days.
Other than that, not very much bothers me, I generally dont show emotions either. The strange thing is, that I generally dont even feel them. Except for love, when that hits me, its like DrUgS

 

I am extremely comfortable with myself... more than I have ever known to be possible.

Life, although, is something that I have always had trouble coping with... but I'm also getting better at that.

Where do ya plan to live, mr. nickname changer?

 

I dont know man.
I almost stayed with Jacks mom, but we got in a huge fight (hahaha) yesterday when I dropped him off for the night, so thats not happening.
Im going to my friends for tonight but I dont know how much longer he and his girl can put up with having a baby there, they arent used to it you know? Fuck if I know man :tongue:
But, I feel that as long as I act with Krsna on my mind and in my heart, and do good for people, that things will turn in my favor once again

 

Yeah man, it's always good to have friends to rely on in such times.

How about your family? Got anywhere to go in case worst comes to worst?

 

I am not comfortable with my life or myself. I'm a tiger and my guts hurt.

I catch myself with speech and actions that don't show the gratitude I should have towards life. Maybe I should have been born in cambodia and work for 52 cents a day or something.

I often feel worthless, stupid, unarticulate. Like now. There are many things I have abilities for, that I just dont bother practicing anymore. Lazyness.

I know this can change though, just gotta break through the stubborn lower layers of individual consciousness...Haha where's the love.

 

What happened? Why are you homeless now? Is everything okay?

{{{Hugs}}}

To answer your question, I doubt anyone in life is completely immune to worries and fears. It would be a wonderful concept, and while I do strive for the positive side of things, I am also realistic. I believe that I have a healthy dose of both.

 

I'm both content and stressed out at the moment, haha. I'm content coz life is pretty awesome and I'm happy. But I'm also stressing about finding another job, applying for master's programmes (once I decide which uni I wanna go to, where I wanna live, etc...). Ahh decisions, decisions... not good at those.

Anyhoo...

I hope things work out for you and your son, relayer.

 

Im blissfully content

 

need any clothes?

 

hahaha classic!

But thank you everyone, I know no matter what happens Ill be ok.
I just have to start saving money and get a new place to live.

 

I'm comfortable with myself but not every single part of my life.

 

I am always restless and need a "me" or "life" change often. Even if it is just moving my furniture.................... I am very spontaneous and have to mix things up on a daily basis!

 

i like where i'm going. i like what i'm trying to become. i'm okay with my occaisional setbacks. i'm an okay mom, and trying to be a better one. i'm an okay wife, tryig to be a better one. i could work a bit harder on being a better friend, more of a giver, less cautious. but all in all, i think i'm doing very well.

 

Yeh, don't worry about John, he is the man with the master plan
Hare Krsna.

 

i'm who i choose to be, but not where i'd most prefer. i've been less comfortable and i've been more. i've been less gratified and i've been more. not a lot more, nor for long. so i'm maybe a wee bit to the good side of as much as anyone can expect. naturally i'd like better. by that i don't mean more crap, just someplace geophysicly i'd be more at peace with.

i'm way too prone to anxiety too. but that's do to the state of the world we're living in and that's due to politics and THATs due to cultural values that really are dangerous and worrysome. it ain't any of it about anything to do with me personally. i don't know, maybe all natural creatures have a bit of anxiety. maybe we're supposed to. maybe it's even good for us. though i have trouble believeing the last, since more people die of stress related illnessess then from all forms of traumatic injuries. i do know i've been happier living with less of it. where and when and how there was less real need for it.

and knowing as i do that we all could be, and with greater gratification too, and would be with the ambient cultural values being a little different.

i'm comfortable, happy even, with what i bring to my life. and very uncomfortable with what mine and everyone else's has come to be surrounded by. and again, mostly do to cultural values that most people i don't think know, or even appear to immagine anything other then.

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THE man right here sons
Hare Krsna!