A friend I had back in the 70s who was murdered just as he had turned his life around and finally found happiness. I would give anything if I could have stopped his being killed. He had so much to offer and it was a terrible waste.
I miss my mom the hamost, but I've lost just about everybody in my life from the past that I was fond of and hung out with. I miss my stepdaughter a lot too.
That would be the hardest thing I had to say. I guess it started in 1983, the girl I fell in love with. She broke up with me in January so she could study. She was a nursing student. I understood. Then the next one I missed was my daughter. After 13 years and a DNA test. I found out in a letter from my attorney, she wasn't my daughter. How's that for a kick in the teeth? That just about killed all I had in me. That was 1993. Then in 2003 my oldest niece was killed in an auto accident learning how to drive. Just a weekend before she gave me a hug goodbye. Then in 2013, yes the dreaded 3s. My mother, after 17 1/2 years, being bed ridden, finally passed away. Now I can't imagine which one I would miss the most. That's impossible for me. Maybe someone who reads this could help me choose who I could miss the most. I sure cant, just thinking about it brings tears in my eyes and pain in my heart that will never get any easier. Thanks for letting me say this.
I did. Have you never talked to yourself? That doesn't mean you are crazy. It's when you answer that means you are nuts. Well, did I answer or just comment? LOL
The three of my best friends who are gone that I miss, aside from my mom, all died from substance abuse. One from drinking 24/7, one from liver cancer, and the other from opiate abuse. I'm not sure if I'm lucky or I was just smarter than they.