Where's all the chicks?

I feel bad that this kid started a thread about chicks and it turned into this.
BUT Rev J has a point.
There are a lot of wise people on here who have been through a hell of a lot. Listening to them, learning from them might help you from making some mistakes.
I love to party, I used to smoke prob 20x a day but thats not all there is to life. It is a great thing to do, but dont let it be the only thing.
I go camping on this island all the time, always had an awesome time. Every time I went Id be shitfaced it was fun and Im sure ill be camping there getting shitfaced again. The last time I went though I stayed dead sober and had an awesome time. I never got to appreciate all the beauty there when I was fucked up.
There is a lot of things you miss in life when your fucked up.

 

I don't have any friends. I'm not trying to pull the ''teenage bullshit'' at all, I just don't have any friends. And when I try to make them, which is all the time, they turn their backs.

Already do; rhythm guitar, bass guitar, saxophone, and drums. Been playing all except for sax when I was 9.

Hated reading ever since Kindergarten.

I occasionally volunteer at an animal shelter.

That's for a little later in my life. And the way the economy is? No one would hire me.

No friends to start the band with.

Already can.

Weed = sexual enhancement. That's why you do that high.

 

They tied up in my closet

 

The topic was just to fool around.

I always found certain drugs to increase the availability of beauty within life. LSD, heroin, psilocybin, and MDMA. Leave the alcohol and weed for fucking around; the four I named changed my life. If anyone/anything in my life would ever make me realize the beauty of reality, it's those four substances. Sure, life is still beautiful when you're sober, but why not increase the enjoyabillity and happiness of the moment when you're experiencing pure beauty?

 

It seems your going to have to learn a lot for yourself, and probably definitely not going to listen to some stranger on the Internet, but Im going to say it anyway.
All the drugs you named changed my life also. Well except for E, it took way to much for me to feel anything offa it so it wasn't worth it unless it was free.
Heroin, seemed like true happiness. That warm fuzzy rush flowing through me took me away from everything. It started out as an every now and then thing. Before I knew it I was shooting a bundle a day. Nothing else mattered. I wasnt living or feeling anymore. I watched people die rite in front of me and it didnt mean a thing. It took me to (bad) places I never thought id go, I nearly killed myself, destroyed my life and caused so much hurt to the people around me. I could go on and on about how bad it is, but I dont think it matters.
The only way it showed me any beauty in life is the gratitude I had for life after I got off it and lived through it.
Psychedelics, especially LSD can do amazing things. I think LSD saved my life. I tripped ALOT but there is one that stands out. I had taken 1 window pane. It turned out to be super strong. I dont remember anything, just blackness, except one thing. The grim reaper came out of my closet and was coming toward me. I had this feeling that if he got to me I would die. He got rite next to me and stared at me then just turned around. When I woke up I just had this clarity. I knew I needed to stop and get my life straight or I was going to die. I havent touched a hard drug since then.

Drugs have taught and shown me alot. There is def a time and place for them. My most enjoyable, happy moments have been straight though. It took me a long time and a lot of bs to be able to say that.

Do what you want, as many drugs as you want, the bottom line is no one can stop you.
Just be careful, and try to keep your mind open to the possibility of being happy and seeing the true beauty in life without drugs.

 

Heroin always made me happy, just not as happy as other drugs. Heroin seemed to slow down time and allow me to explore the other side of life. Sort of.. opening the door to time duration. A type of time duration stronger than any other time-altering drug I've taken. Kind of like a slow motion type of thing. Though, psychedelics have made me happier so I'm sticking to them. And with heroin being one of the most addictive drugs on the face of the Earth, I probably won't do it again. I already did it about 5-7 times(I lost count); don't really need to do it again.

Loss of connection with reality much? Totally a level 5 psychedelic experience. Intense shit man.

 

Different drugs color your life differently. I'm done with things I really enjoyed at the time: Molly and acid mostly, but wouldn't mind some shroomies and will always think green is the universe's gift to mankind.

Oh, and the chicks are wondering where the dudes are.

 

Shouldn't you be working a sad lonely job, rather than bashing a teenager on a forum. hahaha of course I am joking, I'm not going to ignorantly judge you, when I clearly know nothing about you. That would make me an ass hole.

 

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