When the Bi Option presented itself. Did you go for it or back off

Have you had the opportunity to have a bi experience with anyone? Did you go for it or back off then? Did you develop a curiosity after that and have been waiting for an opportunity to arise?or Did it arise and you went for it this time?

 

The first time I went for it, was younger then and was a friend. My desire has never left since then but I have backed off every time an opportunity came up. It seems that hooking up with someone I don’t know scares me.

 

I hear ya! Who would trust a"Stranger"? Not when it comes to my cock, or Life. I really wouldn't want to develop a relationship with someone, just to suck cock or have mine sucked.

 

I went for it and enjoyed every moment of it. I was lucky to have so many other married men living in my area (approx. 25 over 5-6 years) that also enjoyed mutual sucking. 1/2 of them were hooking up with me about twice a week for 4-6 month's each, sometimes longer. Yes, I was a real cock slut back then. I still am but have stuck with one guy the past three years and desire nobody else.

 

Another thing I run into alot when chatting is that many guys just want to chat and jack off to the idea. Most have no experience, obviously there is some different categories. The guy who will stick it anywhere recklessly, the guy who knows nothing about fucking another man( which could be painful if a person likes to bottom like I do), the flake who likes to chat and jack off then disappears, last but not least, the guy who has been with other guys has pride in his self and just enjoys that man on man release occasionally. My kinky side would like to be on a sofa with my legs up and taking loads from a whole room full of willing tops bareback but my rational mind knows that we don’t live in that kind of safe world

 

And possibility my rational mind doesn’t trust my kinky mind to do the right thing. I know back when I had a fuckbuddy once I got horny I could be easily coerced. Thankfully I had known him all my life and he was a good fella just enjoying exploration

 

It took me years to act..I'll never forget I was about 16 and a friend brought a porno over because thats how we watched it back then on vhs lol, but didnt know it was a bi porn..None of us were ready..All of a sudden the guy looks at the woman then immediately goes down on the guy we were like "Whoa!" Turned it off and were "grossed out" but for me, it was like a car accident, you want to look away but cant..That image stuck in my mind, something I NEVER thought Id see and couldnt now UNsee..I couldnt get out of my mind what I saw..It was shocking, surprising, but it was also riveting..I knew I had to eventually see more like this..That was the seed planted for me..Over the next 10 years I became more and more curious about it and was wondering how could I try it without being made fun of outed etc, because I still loved women as well..Once the internet was available it became so easy to explore these in private..To see more, learn more, and yes want more..I found myself wanting it now, that seed was growing and I knew eventually the road was going to lead to giving in..On my 30th bday I treated myself I worked up 15 years of nerves and found someone on CL..He was really great, understood, I had a gf and it had to be discreet, and let's just say, if you think your mouth gushes when you're hungry and you get that first bite of food, words cannot explain the gush not only your mouth, but body gets the first time you wrap your lips around that first taste of cock.Its like an adrenaline rush, that feels so naughty yet EUPHORIC...I felt shame and shock afterwards but he was cool and said "You will do it again"..He was right..Its been a slow process, but once you try cock, its like a door that shuts and locks behind you, you cant go back, and you're not sure you want to.. You eventually become curious to where this long hallway leads..This was just my experience..Urges were there for years until they became unbearable and all I thought about it..So long story short, everyone gives in at different times, I went 15 yrs before the green light..But make no mistake, I'm so glad I made the choice to suck dick that night..It was everything I thought it would be and more.

 

I was divorced and at a guys house letting him suck my dick. He was good. Gay, but cool about it.The second or third time I went over to get my cock sucked, I built up the courage to try it. I surprised him by going down on his cock. I surprised myself. My initial reaction was it was effortless and natural. I enjoyed the sensation of his hard cock in my mouth. We played around a bit. I was comfortable. I realized then that I was bisexual.

 

Very well stated. It does seem inevitable that it goes from curiosity; to mild awkward encounters; to more focused encounters but still suppressing urges; to I can't shake this so I better find a 'steady partner' to fully explore my sexuality to be safe and have someone to lean on.

 

Some years ago, stretched out naked on the sofa, legs spread far apart, on a Fri evening of a long-anticipated home-alone weekend a of porn-saturated, greedy, gluttonous, unrelenting, endless masturbation marathon, about 30 shivery, shaky minutes in, I gazed through lidded, feverish eyes as a well-endowed man withdrew from his female partner's extremely wet pussy, moved downward a bit, and slowly pushed it up her ass, all the way to his balls. I knew that my ass had always been extremely sensitive to sexual stimulation, and that gay & bisexual men do that to each other, but never thought of it pertaining to me, but in that moment it rushed all over me, and I remember saying out load, a hoarse croak deep in my throat & my soul, "Damn, he could be doing that to ME -- !" ...
My body rose & went absolutely rigid, with my left hand pulling & stretching my uncut foreskin painfully downward into my groin; I could not breath at all, and then a sledgehammer hit me hard between my legs, lifting my hips even higher and sending spurt after spurt after spurt of scalding, white-hot molten lava leaping up & out the end of my splitting, agonizing cock and raining down all over my chest & face & hair, on the sofa and even the on the wall behind me!
I thought I never would stop cumming, and even as I stretched out there with heels dug into the carpet with my shoulders sunk into sofa, sobbing & crying out loud over & over again, I knew in my secret heart that I would do whatever it took to get to experience that! Since that earth-shattering night, I've been fucked up my ass well over 100 times by 40+ men, and loved each time it's happened, even when it hurt so bad I thought I'd die! Most of those (well over 95%) were bareback -- I discovered early on that I wanted to feel the bare, naked man inside me, and that, even more so, after all that probing & stretching & reaching in deep & thrusting & unmerciful pounding, I wanted to feel that hard, amorous (for me!) dick rupture & that sudden warm, wet fluttering sensation of his hot man-cum spewing & spurting & pouring out of his body into mine, to become mine & part of him & his seed in me for forever, as deep in as his manly strength could push it ...

Please, if this (very true experience) turns you on, I'd like hear from you. I love to masturbate ...

 

I especially love cyber-mutual masturbation ...

 

I suppose I had wondered what it would be like to suck a man's cock while getting mine sucked through a gloryhole at an adult book store. Anyway, when a cock appeared through the gloryhole, I only paused a second before putting my tongue on the head. I knew as soon as I sucked the head between my lips that I liked sucking cocks. 30-some years later, I still get a thrill when I take a cock in my mouth.

 

For the longest time in my early adult years I would frequent the local Adult Book Stores, Always in a booth watching vids. Started out with straight porn, which soon lead to some gay porn. Naturally while there I would stroke and cum. There were times a cock would be offered thru a glory hole. Id consider what it would be like to take it in my hand. As times went on one night I decided to leave the door on the booth I was in cracked open.
I had a few chances but let them pass and wound up walking out of there both anxious and basically scared.
One day I went to A smaller store thinking today is the day. Went into the booth left the door open about 1/3 of the way. Soon a guy looked in, I didn't even have my cock out he reached in and touched me. I stood still and he came in and rubbed my cock, Before I knew it he had my cock in his mouth and I came really quick. That was the beginning and each time I went to a book store I got braver. Here I am many years later Im Bi I love it and try to be with guys as much as I can.

 

I don't know anyone bi to be with so I wonder about meeting someone at ABS. I recently went to one and it had a theater setting and eventually another man and I sat together and we talked and finally had are pants down tugging each other. It had been awhile since I touched a guy. Now I'm thinking this could be my outlet. At another ABS there are individual booths that would be better for privacy. I feel scared but also very aroused by taking this chance. In my mind I am want ongoing arrangement, to have more connection and persevered safe arrangement, so I am still holding back. You have encouraging story

 

I never had the courage to enter an adult store for fear of who may see me entering or exiting. I made all my (DL) arrangements with other married men through Craigslist for the privacy of being at either's home. I'm not sure I could have fully enjoyed that environment versus the privacy of being "Home Alone" with a guy wanting to suck cock as much as I wanted to suck cock.

 

I totally went for it with a friend. We were alone at his remote cabin, clearing brush etc. I had fantasized for years of being there alone with him and the chance actually came. I got naked a lot, he wouldn’t join me, except when we sponge bathed once (no shower there), but he quickly dressed after. I offered to massage him once and his quick retort was “NO.” He didn’t seem to mind seeing me naked so much though, and I think if I had jacked-off in front of him he would have liked watching. He was just a coward and too afraid of what his wife (mommy) would think. He missed an opportunity for both of us to blow open our lives. We like each other, and still do. Even just a naked massage would have been nice even if no sex occurred. It’s funny about his wife — knowing her like I do, when he told her about our trip, and I’m positive he would have, she probably said “why didn’t you go for it, I would have if I were you.” They were both virgins on their wedding night and have never cheated. Is it cheating when it’s a same sex playtime? Who knows?

 

Yes it is.

 

Damn right it's cheating. How one reacts is a conscious decision that should be based on serious consideration of the consequences.

 

wow so like that an want the same

 

We set it up so yes I went for it. The first time we met I didn't suck him, he sucked me off and swallowed. The second time I sucked him off first, then he sucked me. Before you ask yes I swallowed it all.