The Weather is getting nicer in my part of the world (New York) and the outdoor raves parties are starting up again! I started thinking about that awesome feeling you get when the MDMA 'experience' starts working its magic! For me, that first tingling wave is the most incredible feeling...feels like your entire body is being slowly stroked off by a beautiful woman! LOL! I don't know how else to describe it...How do you react when Molly first caresses you?
Oh man the first time it hit me it felt like I was floating as I was walking. I got hit with this huge wave if euphoria. It was awesome
For me there is always a brief period where it gets really intense and I think "wait did I take too much or something?". The feeling is sort of overwhelming but then it gives way to euphoria and I know I took the right amount.
In the initial alerts I tend to have a brief moment of anxiousness but as the onset comes on within minutes its usually characterized by a rushing wave of euphoria where the connection with my body feels new, strikingly fluid with overtones of sensuality. Music becomes unfathomably crisp and rich also dictating the bodily sensations. I tend to be overcome with awe and positivity.
Yea I forgot to add the part about being anxious as well. Kinda like a nervousy excited feeling. My stomach will sometimes feel gross but this goes away shortly.
I always need a bong hit to get it working properly. Like my pupils are huge as fuck but I don't feel much until bong hit. Mind you I don't take a whole lot either.
I only tried it once, but I remember the come up being very nice and gradual. With some music on, I eventually felt the need to close my eyes and explore the sensations. I like that jittery shivering feeling you get right as you feel it starting to kick in, almost tainted with a small amount of anxiety that forces your mind to join the experience Having insomnia, feeling that stimulated, awake, and alert, was an incredible alternative I must say. I can definitely see the allure
