You make crazy irrational decisions, you act and do things in a way that you would have NEVER saw yourself doing before. You fear nothing. Doing things for the other person does not feel like a task, it truly makes you happy. It's the best.
You know that sort of codependency you have with your dog, where he keeps you around to feed him, and you keep him around to have some companionship. It's like that, only you get to touch their boobs. It's fucking awesome.
He's a boy. Sometimes he rests his balls on me when I'm asleep but we usually don't talk about it in the morning.
For me it was butterflies every time I thought of him or saw him. I still get them 19 years later, but not all the time like I did for the first few years. Feeling happy, excited, sometimes nervous when you are with them, and always wanting to share things with them.
its like that warm feeling you get when you cut open a Tantan during a blizzard and pull out his guts then climb inside
To me it feels a lot like someone cut open my chest and exposed my heart for the world to see. Its the most vulnerable feeling you'll ever know. Thats after the fall. The falling in love part is fun. Its constant butterflies and giddy feelings and insane lustiness. Its like perpetually being on mdma. The part after that, where you realize you can't live without this person and would die for them, that part scares the shit out of me.
butterflies and heat in your chest and tummy. flush in your cheeks. tears in your eyes. insane urge to share everything with them.