So heres the deal. i was dating this guy for almost a year when i went away to school. he's always been known as the "druggie kid" from our town but he hadnt really been as active as he had been during our time together. he was addicted to robotussin and he promised me on our relationship he would never do it again. and that lasted an entire summer. as soon as i left for school he went crazy and was robotripping for like 5 days straight and stealing robotussin and corosidin from drugstores all over the place. he also got into all these pills and would call me and accuse me of cheating on him and we'd fight all the time on the phone. we decided to go on a break. but about a week into it he called me and told me he didnt think about me or anything anymore and that it was over. two hours later... he was in the hospital from overdosing on robotussin. he had a seizure, has permanent heart damage, the whole shabang. no one knew anything of this until four days later he called me to tell me what happened and that he was going to rehab. he didnt call any of our other friends though. so i waited around the month that he was in rehab and finally the time came for him to come home and guess what. he hates me. apparently i facilitated him to do drugs by not making him stop. and he even admitted that i didnt know about more than half of the stuff he was doing. so that was in november. and now its january and i just found out he overdosed yet again. but he and his family wont say what it was on. hes in rehab again for an unknown amount of time. he still isnt talking to me so. what do you think. should i wait for him to get out of rehab and then call him? or should i just move on. i still think about him all the time and i love him to death and i find myself crying over him a lot. i used to not be able to sleep at night because id be crying so much. and come to think of it..im crying right now p.s. im so sorry this is so long its just all so complicated.
