I really didn´t know where to post this, I hope this is the right place. I decided to ask this question because I find it therapeutic to open up and just admit your weaknesses, and it would be really mind opening to read other´s response. My question to you all is the following: What is that REALLY anguishes you? Let me clarify my question just in case, the question is about mental or emotional pain, not physical, so "a kick to the balls" is not an answer. My therapist asked me that question once and I didn´t have the answer back then, but now I do... What really hurts me and makes me suffer, is not being good enough for someone, and when I mean someone I mean women I´d like to date, it sucks so much, specially when I get head over heels about someone, it kills me to not be of her liking, it freaking kills me. Nothing in the world anguishes me more than that, having a crush and not being able to be with her. So, what about you? PS: There must be no opinions on others answers, just answer the question, so we can keep this thread "clean" so to speak.
All the pain and misery in the world anguishes me. Animal abuse, Child abuse, war, famine, senseless hatred... all that kind of stuff makes me upset. My own personal situation causes me anguish too... but that's just the way things go I guess.
My therapist has a book about 4 inches thick and she doesn't write everything down... easier to ask "what doesn't..." Also a lot of this is brought about by physical issues not letting me do things I enjoy anymore which is kind of a "kick in the balls" so to speak... Just other parts of the body.
My girlfriend "anguishes" me! Every time we argue she goes into the other room and ignores me for the rest of the day.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRnSnfiUI54"]KHAAAAAAN! - YouTube Maybe my woman's right... maybe i am a dork...
the fact that the human race is capable of so much fucking evil. we're capable of a lot of good too, so I try to ride on that wave most of the time.
it bothers me that I've been able to get this old without finding a good female match and i always wanted kids but ive kind of gave up on that idea because now ill be too old and/or sick to be the father i would have wanted to be i dont mind adopting though if i finally find her
that i can't get a bus or a train from roseville to truckee and come back the same day. or even get one at all, without making a reservation. truckee, colfax or any place inbetween them. and i grew up in colfax, and started kindergarten in truckee. both are up in my hills where i belong, instead of down here in this stinking hot valley. and of course it isn't just colfax and truckee. you can't even get to auburn on a weekend. nor any place up my hill, donner summet, between auburn and truckee, or more like between here and reno, other then auburn during the week. the other way, down toward the bay area, there's lots of transportation, but everything is too damd expensive down that way. other thing that bothers me is people equating thoughtlessness with freedom, and conventionality with virtue. and willing to kill for an ideology based on both, anyone who doesn't.
