Myself - With heavy rains and high winds in excess of 50 mph I've been cooped up in the house all day and I want to get out. Hotwater
What have I been holding in all day? I've been reliving my set from last night in my own mind. I'm not an arrogant player. I don't think all that highly of myself as a musician. In fact, I'm a fairly tough critic but last night was something else. My band had to be the Grateful Dead for the night. It was so fun. The stage was big. The lights were hot. The place was packed (I think it holds 1200). I'm only used to singing 1 or 2 songs per set. Last night I had to be the lead guitar (as normal) but also the lead singer on almost everything. I knew that a lot of the night would fall on me and I would have to slay it if we were going to be successful. It was so awesome. It was above and beyond one of our regular shows. I can't wait to do it again.
My ass. Seriously...nothing......not even my cats or pugs...not that I hold them much anyway..... I touch and pet them alot....though......Lucky Lou cat was my cuddler....but he died this past January.... so i do not want to lose anymore. and come to think of it, Finney cat has been absent most of the day. I need to go look for him....probably in some corner in th basement on a box .....but this is not like him....now that I think about it....
I was very pissed off this morning because someone made a mess of the bathroom once again. After my shower and coffee though i couldn't help but looking up the confrontation If I didn't do that i would have been holding it in all day. It feels very good to speak out.
I hope it was only because you had company around. And how does holding them in all day make you feel?
I miss my old friends..... The friends I got are afraid to watch me fight someone and would rather have me drop them off at their home. The friends I used to have would put people in the hospital for talking shit. Life hits you real damn hard when you move....
Why you think I was talking to you? I hardly know you...... I thought you were a male for starters. You are not?
I forgot to mention that I also kiss the pugs hgere alot....Gali can be a cuddly companion sometimes...Once I was depressed....last year ...and lay down on the floor. He came over and I put my arm around him and fell asleep to awaken to him still in my arm.....
I was reminded....once I went to a restaurant/club with a date, and then I got up to use the ladies room....when I came back....there was a piece of papar folded in half so it stood up as a message board at my place setting...It said GET LOST! I was mortified...I did not know whether to scream at my date or cry...and when he got back to the table...I just said, so you want me to get lost. He said....what are you talking about...? That sign was for anyone else who wanted to sit there.....LOL