I had a really upsetting dream last night The dream began with a very pretty girl trying to destroy my life and the boy I am in love with (who would rather ignore me and get high) fell in love with her. In the dream I was surrounded by people who were calling me fat and ugly, disgusting, etc... and I kept yelling "I'm not ugly! I'm not fat!" But I was seemingly more upset by my love kissing a pretty girl than I was by their accusations. Now, I suppose this could mean the obvious but I am curious if it could mean something else entirely?
I'm sorry darling; it's what you think. You could easily develop the internal fear that you are not worthy of love because of this one, early rejection in life that has just happened to you. Do not fall into that darkness, ever. Fight the internal negative chatter that could potentially poison future loves.