What did you learn your first time?

I'm rolling right now, and just for the first time started respecting MDMA.
I for whatever reason just thought back to my first time, and what I learned from it.
I did it because I got cheated on, and consequently realized I couldn't rely on any one person for happiness.
It's taught me to be self relient, and respectful of everyone else's perspectives.
Anyway while E is by no means my chem. of choice I have a great amount of respect for it.
I'd love to hear everyone else's experiences .

 

i learned to always check the bong for puke

 

Don't get me wrong, I love MDMA, haven't had it in a really long time; however, the single most important thing I learned from it is to be extremely choosy/careful with who you roll with. I learned very quickly that literally ANYONE can become your best friend while the chemical is in control, this can be amazing and awful; I ended up rolling with some shady cats and didn't always see through that right away.

 

I agree with rivers, I've made some mistakes with what I tell people while rolling. Eventually I learned to control it, but I told some pretty personal stuff to people because they were my new "best friend" for the night.

 

Haha
That's great.

 

First time i ever tried it, i rolled with my best friend at a party. That is an experience eveyone should try with thier best friend

 

i learned that rolling is the fucking bomb.

generally speaking i dont have many transendental revelations on MDMA. Nothing in the same realm as when I take acid anyway.

 

I learned that I have to love myself honestly and fully before i could ever love anyone else honestly and fully.

i learned to love myself honestly and fully.

i learned that life is as good, or as bad, as YOU want it to be. It's all in the attitude and perspective.

molly is so fun, educational, and powerful, its really one of the magical ones

 

haha I learned that E is everything you want in a drug. I've been sociable on other drugs before, but E takes the cake. I'm incredibly warm, witty and charming on E.

I have had several mystical insights on E, but only after I had dosed on acid and those doors had been unlocked, so to speak. The insights werent as spectacular and humbling as acid, but more carnal and exciting. But the subject matter were basically the same, the E just tied it all to the body. My wife had deep information come to her concerning past lives on her first roll, and she hadn't had cid yet.

 

The first time I rolled I wasnt expecting to. I went to a friends house to pick up my brother and sat down to watch a movie with them. I know that all of them had rolled befor and had been rolling all that night, some still were and I was just sitting there and they asked me if I wanted to take one. It was litterally the best night of my life. The fun, the bonding, the laugh and everything. It was the best. I learned so much about my self and others. Just great.

 

I realized how much I really love the people I care about.

 

First time: Fuck my motherfucking SSRI's

Second: Trust your friends...more

and never leave a moment of that beauty behind.

 

I learned that all everyone wants it is to love and be loved.

 

First experience:
I was given a molly, but i'm pretty sure it was a fake because I didn't feel anything from it after hours passed. I then got ahold of 2 rolls.
Once I started feeling the roll i was telling those around me how awesome I felt,
there were light shows going around above my head, lights trailing,
I had the whole new-best-friend experience...telling strangers "i love you" once i was given vixxx in a mask. Ha.
I received multiple massages.. wow. Mmmm. Never felt better.
I bit the living shit out of my mouth [i didn't realize until the next day], even with gum & pacifier.

Experience # 2:
I ended up taking 3 rolls..
It came on so strong that I threw up into my hands (& most of the roll) while my boyfriend was driving, so he turned around to go to a gas station so i could clean up,
I walked in and the white tile & lights were very blinding, & every step i took was "jagged" in a sense and sharp feeling. I stared at myself wide eyed in the mirror, bought some water.
We went out to a friend's house in the country with a bunch of drunk rednecks.
I was twitching constantly, & apparently, making random & frequent movements with my arms/hands. I kept twitching my neck also, to get the hair out of my face.
We went to the store to grab some food then headed back to the house.
I took a bite of a cracker & it turned to dry powder in my mouth. I had absolutely no appetite for hours & hours.
What i thought was gentle stroking to my bf's skin was rough and rapid movements which were annoying him. (He wasn't rolling) He dozed off while I lay in the bed for hours, coming down.



The come-down was very strange both times.
I couldn't sleep, but my mind was desperately trying to;
I would "doze-off" & lose touch with reality for minutes at a time,
I would forget who (and what) I was, and I would have to focus very hard to realize what was going on.
I experienced synthesethia (no clue how to spell it)
My boyfriend would touch me & it would come as a noise or word in my mind.
I also had a hard time realizing who(what) he was while he was laying beside me.
I looked around the room at the window which had curtains on it and in my mind the curtains were a television show that i was watching..
Yes....very odd indeed.
Those 2 times were enough for me. I felt sluggish for a couple of days afterword.
I would only take it again at a concert, for sure.

 

^^^^wow that second roll was strange. def little or no molly in those rolls. anyone know what kind of filler or other drug that it coulda been?

 

I was told they were speed based.

 

too much..

 

i learned that
1. i shouldve tried it earlier
2. check pillreports.com
3. i talk a lot when im rollin

 

i learned that:

carpet feels very good to pet.
i really do love my friends.
there's more to life than going to work and school everyday.

 

I think rolling is better without gum. whenever I chew gum I tend to bite down really hard on it. I think just finding some control is the easiest way, and while you're rolling stop to think. "This will hurt really bad in the morning if I keep doing it."