I have this friend. Ill call her H. We have been very close for about 4 years now. In the past 2 years our relationship has been strained. We had sporadic sexual encounters over the course of about a year. Since then things have never been the same. We smoked pot for the first time together. Since then we have both smoked a good bit. In the past year or two I have been interested in different drugs. I have tried several pills but I'm more interested in psychadelics. Ive never been able to obtain these drugs. H introduced me to a friend S who can get many drugs. Now I'm faced with the opportunity to try salvia and possibly acid and ecstasy around Christmas. H does not approve of most drugs other than pot. This has created a lot of tension. Today H S and I were together and I asked S for a cigarette. H had a brief addiction with cigarettes before her boyfriend got her to stop. When I asked S for the cigarette H became angry and left. I know she has been angry for a long time about my drug use. Also her boyfriend doesn't like me and he thinks I'm going to push H to use other drugs (which I'm not). I don't want to lose H as a friend but Im not going to stop using entheogens just because she doesn't like it. Any ideas on what I can do.
this part of the post would have fit just as well in the opiates forum. sorry, i've got nothing as far as advice.
so let me understand this. you met her when you were ELEVEN? there's probably no advice that can be given ... because your situation is LIFE! I mean life happens like this. there's always a tension between what you want to do and what others want you to do. I say fuck 'em! do your own thing. and hey ... if you're 'thatblindguy' how are you gonna read this? cheers anyway!
I have glaucoma. I have no vision in my right eye but I can see well enough to read with the help of special glasses in my left eye.
Apologise about the cigarette thing. Be honest about your drug use if the topic comes up or if you want to mention it, but otherwise leave her out of that equation?
Thank You For Joining Hip Forums, I Look Foward To Reading More Of Your Posts And Threads.... Cheers Glen.
Honestly it is your life and you should live it the way you want to! People can except that and you for who you are or they can move on.
