what are ya in the middle of

tryin to accomplish?

me- im tryin ta get my diploma in film
and im tryin ta learn spanish,
and im tryin to write a movie, and organise it, but im damn lazy.

 

right now i'm trying to squeeze my brother's ball without all the water going to one side

 

ok...i didnt understand that...

 

right now...thinking if it is wise to go to

LEICESTER. Peace Concert. Organised in conjunction with Musicians Against Nuclear Arms. Fraser Noble Hall, University; 7pm. Organised by: Dept of Music, Leicester Univ,

http://www.networkforpeace.org.uk/events.htm

i got handed a leaflet today..


http://www.globenet.free-online.co.uk/actions/leicester0601.htm

I am not realy that way inclined ..but am intrested. But scared that my mad point of view will get laughed at or pityied. hahahahah *sigh*

 

take a break there kiddo

 

in the middle of a smoke


trying to learn and understand midi controllers

em.? yep

 

New album, first book and i'm building a pyramide(I'm the great Pharaoh AXIS IV)

 

In the middle to trying to finish a degree in Political Economy.

Hehehe.. I love saying that because not many people I know majored in that. Sounds funky

 

i find myself randomly in the day thinking that i actually like where my life is right now and where i am in it. someone even told me that they notice im smiling a lot more now and am happier.

im in the middle of a lot, always changing....
i just started my second year at university and, not to jinx this, but i love my courses and think i can do really well in them. my minds being challenged and dam its tiring me out. im in bed so early now.... anyways, i guess ive finally left a tough chapter and things are looking better. when little things start going well, things just fall in place.

 

in the middle of a most shitty cold

 

I'm in the middle of all kinds of changes. It seems like everything in my life is either changing or about t change. It's exciting and terrifying at the same time.

 

I am in the middle of contemplating going back to college, and switching my major from psychology to culinary arts and food management.


I am in the middle of having a nervous breakdown from lack of sleep for the past seven days. I should just embrace my Sleep Apnea disease and get that stupid CPAP machine. Ambien isn't cutting it anymore.

I am also in the middle of breaking up with my boyfriend.

Last but not least, I am in the middle of becoming more independent.

 

im in between my past and my future and its petrifying.

 

i'm in the middle of school, sophomore this year...plus i joined the swim team...fun fun fun.

^^that takes up most of my time....i don't have any more time to be in the middle of anything else.

 

divorce.


it overshadows every aspect of my life.

i'm in the middle of:
trying to improve my employability & start a business
trying to figure out how i'm going to get moved to my target area
trying to make it the easiest for the kids
trying to figure out where my health coverage is going to come from
trying to find a new counsellor

sorting through stuff, trying to decide what he keeps & what i keep & what goes to the good will.

the "corkscrew" of an emotional rollercoaster - over-sensitive & guilty & angry & crying & withdrawing punctuated by rare moments of giddy freedom, strength, and hopefulness,
sabotaging friendships for no reason & emailing people i should probably be forgetting about, making plans and setting goals for the future then feeling trapped & getting eaten up by anxiety about them getting addicted to caffeine & ruining my sleeping & eating patterns, etc.


then there's the usual:
potty-training my daughter
my son's 2nd grade-equivalent home education
practicing my own creative skills so they don't atrophy
reading the spiral dance, again