So .. Fuck it. There is this female that I ... "like" And I honestly don't think she likes me at all. So I've been in a shitty mood the past two days And I felt like coming up with something It sucks. But whatever. It's something right? Right? If I'm not here tomorrow I'll say goodbye If you're not here today I wonder why Getting fucked up, trying and trying Sighing Doubtful through and through Everything I try to mend It all breaks in the end Might as well hang it all up Maybe create my own new friend Sometimes I feel so violent And the world is turning too fast So I get fucked up But these changes don't last So all I can think of is you Through and through Doubtful That you think about me too
Love unrequited is a blessing. It gives you the opportunity to move on from your compulsion and search for something real. Seize it!
the first paragraph is closest to real feeling. the 2nd and 3rd paragraphs are mechanical and stale loosen up
