Weird oral fixation.

Hey all, I'm a 19 year old guy who is very much straight yet I like to suck cock sometimes on the side...I could never have a relationship with a guy and the thought of being intimate with one or letting him suck/fuck me is quite repulsive.

Thing is sometimes I'll masturbate to thinking about sucking a big cock and after I cum I am repulsed by it and am turned off for a little while (usually a few hours).

Anyone know what's up with me lol?

 

yea... you are gay

 

i would say that you are gay, but have straight tendencies. and that your in denial about it now, because of the fact that you get disgusted by it. i was in that boat with you for a while, but you get over it.

 

The most I could ever be is bisexual, maybe I'm in denial to that. I love women like nothing else.

 

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I'd say you're probably mostly straight, with an interest in the same sex

No worries, it's not like you're the only one. I could see myself making out with a chick, but I'm nto sure about actually dating one or entirely certain about sex with a femme either

 

Mmm that's a good bit of info Ihmurria. According to that I am definately more straight than gay. I have heard from a few people (guys and girls) that all women at some point have bisexual tendancies (mainly for the straight ones) and I am wondering if this is true for males. Some very very famous scientist/psychotherepist said people are born gay (not gay gay but think about as a kid where so many boys think girl germs are yuck and holding hands with guys is preferable to girls).

I love women, every single bit of them especially sexually, I can not imagine doing the things I do with a girl to a guy except giving him a blowjob. I go through perioud of up to several several months of thinking even that is yuck (oral to guys). It's periodical and I have extensively looked into it and most sources say I have issues (mostly to do with when I cum I find oral to guys repulsive), things to do with wanting to find a father figure, and stuff to do with submissvness (I've led a completely fucked up life from 5 years onwards that I don't wish upon my enemies). Maybe I need to go see some preofessional help lol.

 

You're a full-blown fag. Congratulations.

 

Congratulations, it is said most guys take a few more years to mature compared to girls, you are one of them. You proved a point now take your candy

 

Dude, not to worry! I see plenty of guys given' ya shit, but a month back something exactly the same started happening to me. I'm a male submissive who found it erotic to be forced to suck and fuck a man in front of a dominant female who got off to my humiliation. The thought becomes barely erotic to not erotic at all when the girl isn't there. Not to mention, I love strap on dildos and getting fucked. My deal with this is I'm only into LIMITED forced homosexuality (Could never kiss or get intimate with a man) and girls with strap ons. I was all worked up thinking I was gay or bi until I realized: If there's such a thing as 98.5% straight, I'll take it. I find guys ugly, love the female form and like getting anally fucked, though I like it from a FEMALE or at the very most, when it is forced by a FEMALE. I get off to tough, powerful chicks and submission. If the occasional dicking and or guilty pleasure is part of the package, then fine. I'll take it. I like chicks. I like pussies. I like dicks. I dont liek guys.

As far as L.A.Mathews is concerned, he looks like a boring, rich son of a bitch who's doomed to have a boring life as an accountant or a thrilling post college life of cocaine that'll end with his incarceration and anal rape. Okay, this is just ranting but there's no articulate way to say I HATE YOUR FUCKING FACE BEYOND MEASURE. And not just the "funny face" he's making, but the uptight, asshole look he reeks of. somebody get the bucket... I think I'm about to vomit out some sweedish fish.

 

I have to agree with you..completely, people see things as black and white and you and me see the in between.

 

I gotta say, I'm a very very dark gray, but hey man... whatever. I'm comfortable with myself. And I'm sensing you are or can be soon. Comfortable enough to not be a dick and flame people. This dude is an equal combination of complete dick and nineteen fifties homophobia/masculinity complex relic.

 

What? They still teach that shit? Bisexual is the new "in"

I haven't met a single male in my life that has a problem with bi/gay men. yay to the present.

 

Oh, how I wish you were right.

Anyway, why the fuck are you worrying about what turns you on? So what if you like cock? It really isn't a big deal, and it's not detremental to your health in anyway. The fact that you're repulsed by your own turn-ons shows a huge amount of insecurity.

In my opinion, if you like sucking cock and have fantasies about it you're more-or-less a fag. The fact that you're ONLY fantasizing about it's a trivial matter.

And no, I'm not homophobic.

 

What, who said I only fantasised about that? I said I did, not that it was the only thing I did.

 

Which supports my side even more, because you actually do do more than fantasize. You give men blowjobs; you're gay.

 

Ok are you telling me there is no in between?

If so and I rarely do this but...LOLOL!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! ROFL!!!

 

What the hell are you talking about? You can call yourself whatever the fuck you like, but I'm calling those homoerotic tendancies "gay".

 

I thought you were calling me gay (not that I have a problem if I was). I have sex with females, love it, fantasise about it even moreso than sucking cock, it's just a thing I like to do periodically, kinda on the side. If I was in a relationship with a girl I would never act on it and would do so willingly unless my girlfriend wanted to partake on it.

 

You're being too hard on yourself about your own turn-ons. Don't be disgusted by them. Embrace them how you wish.

My first comment was supposed to be an off the cuff joke, but that stupid **** of a Yankee twat, ChronicWhattever, can't understand sarcasm, thus leaving the British sense of humour in the shitter while also attempting to personally insult me...Fucking twat.

 

I can't help it, it seems almost physcial. Either that or it's an issue I need to get over and am nowhere near getting over.

And don't bag Chronicwhattever lol, I didn't get the joke either but being of different nationality it's hard to understand jokes of another culture.