last night i dreamt of a girl from my secondary school whom i havent seen for over a year - whom i also had a crush on for like 4 years but never had the balls to take it anywhere further from just friends... the sun was going down, and i just met her by accident, she was with like 5 other girlfriends. i knew my purpose was to go to this new club that just opened, so i went... inside they said couples only and since i was by myself they wouldnt let me in... i was kinda pissed off and went outside, then i see the girl again, still with her friends. im trying to persuade her to come to the club with me, and if she doesnt like it she can leave, she was hessitant, i took her hand and said common just trust me she smiled and we went, along the way i realised i still had feelings for her... forgotten ones, so we get there and go in. the place was incredible, blood red decor, filled with people, really relaxing and soothing atmosphere considering of the darkness the red walls bought on, it felt medieval almost. we go to the bar, and i realise she turned into a ... MAN. seriously, shaved head and a buzz beard, im like WTF??? then i get this very very unpleasent sensation, and all i see is a crime scene investigator style pollaroid of that place, everyone in it is dead and walls are bleeding... few seconds later im back to normal in the club, the girl is back to her normal self... im thinking did i just see into the future?? then i woke up, and lied for 10min thinking about this. afew nights before that i dreamnt my father blew his entire arm off with a huge firework, also on the same night i dreamnt i was rolling on x in some condo, i was so dellusional - just observing everything in mega slow mo, then police showed up and i was persuading them that i have no idea why theyre here, and that they should leave cuz theyre killing my buzz these are very recent, so any feedback and translations would be very usefull.
