Im. 18 I used to be scared at just being caught gazing at a Victoria's Secret catalogue. All my life I've been sheltered. Through my existence I have been shy all my life around girls. Never was I allowed to put posters on my walls and was always teased about girls. Then, now, just snapped one day. Not like the girls there are bad. They are in their underwear. Not a big deal. Hot llyes. But nothing bad. Some of the girls pose topless but nothing is shown. Some are in thongs. Since I am not allowed to place pictures on my wall, the main computer is the way. How ever, the computer is a PC that's my moms but i use it more. I place VS girls on the computer screen. Never did I get yelled at or spoken to. They are images that are seen in the magazines. Now I am using this really really beautiful playboy model. I've gotten away with the other pics and was not yelled at. Would you be mad at ANY of these. Are these particular pictures that different from anything VS has shown? This girl is beautiful and hipnotic. I gaze upon her with innocence She is the perfect girl and 18. http://i9.imgchili.net/50747/50747488_8292_full.jpg http://8.imagebam.com/download/tpgGGazOJVFMlLcVHD7poA/9334/93331975/Amber, Tiffani CotW02.JPG I'm thinking of placing these as wallpaper too. http://27.imagebam.com/download/5kz3iQQm_BPJJ2kcFUZIEA/9334/93332003/Amber, Tiffani CotW06.JPG http://25.imagebam.com/download/Pxqj_nE033cC4zbos2RR6Q/9334/93332040/Amber, Tiffani CotW11.JPG
Many people, both male and female, grow up in sexually repressive families. This is due to religion, previous abuse, ignorance, and more. You get to figure out how to grow without upsetting you mom. You may have to move out to accomplish this. I used to find an attractive woman and ask her for a date. "I think you are pretty, would you like to go out with me?" I got shot down often, but Ii also got many dates. At one point I began telling them on the first date that I was horny and my goal was to go to bed with them. I would further tell them that I wasn't looking to have sex on the first date, but that sex was my goal. I was surprised at how many times the woman would want to jump into bed that very night! Yes, I went with it. It was great! You are fortunate to have the internet. You can pull up porn sites and get "sex tutorials". You should probably get your owncomputer. You should be in school. sign up for classes at your local junior college. There are many women there who are probably in a similar position. You can learn together. Not to mention the benefits of higher education; your not just there for the women. For most of us, we have to find our own way sexually. Ask questions here. It seems like a good place to get information. Go buy some rubbers try stretching one over your hard on. Masturbate with it on. See what it feels like. You definitely want to have them and know how to use them before your first sexual/intercourse experience. Just buying them was a biggie for me when I was your age. "Oh my God, someone will see me buying rubbers!" Yep! They certainly will! It's better that getting someone pregnant, or catching some disease. Good Luck!
