Dealing with death never seemed easy I always steered away with a shyness. I felt distance and lonelyness when thinking of the enevitable but i remain scared of the thought, I dont know if it is because of the fear of not knowing or the fact I have not been what you would call a saint but I have tried to correct my short comings some to no evail but I keep tring. Sometimes I wonder if there is a heaven or hell and that leads me to the thought what about God is he there, is he listening, does he care. I look at the world and see fear, loathing, war, and death. on the other hand when I see a child I see hope, only to have reality crush my perception of innocence no one is innocent any more every one is guilty of something whether it be a lye or murder it makes no distingushment it is all wrong. This world is dying and the worst part of it is no one cares anymore, god forbid someone come to this country and blow something up but in countrys all over the world this is a common practice and moments after it happens people go about there lives like nothing happened "SHIT" wake the fuck up people there are people on our streets and children dying every day of some new desease. Yet we spend 10 million on a GODDAMN MISSILE TO BLOW UP SOME ONE WHO SLAPPED US IN THE FACE no no no no no. Our world is colapsing and we do nothing but fight with each other people are crying out for help let us change the way we think.I dont care who you pray to may it ,be,Allah,God,Jehovah,Shivas,Budda,Deities,Saints, Trees Sky, Earth,or a freckin Volcano they are looking down on us shaking there heads wondering what went wrong and they are about to end this little expriment called life if we dont do something fast. Life is short and should be handled like it is fragile. The creator loves us all no matter where you are, who you are,or what you are. So when you think about how you dislike someone think about it from there point of veiw or if you really need enlightend look at it from YOUR CREATORS POINT OF VEIW and you will see you are not that much differant from the person next to you no matter how far away they may be. Thank you for hearing me out and my you be blessed by whom you hold dear in your hearts my name is Dominic and please remember that man decipered the holy scriptures so there are bound to be mistakes in translation If you wish to resond to this my e-mail is Symon_Templar13@yahoo.com Please forward this to whom ever you can