Waiting

is defintily annoying. especially if its for something your really looking forward to. i think i've waited to much in my life, and im really sick of it, but theres nothing i can do =/

 

i fuckin' hate that.but what's worse is when you expect to be waiting the next time but everything happens early

 

not for me! its an unexpected, lovely suprise when something happens early! doesnt happen often though

 

youre doing alot of emo threads lately

 

I don't want to wait in vain for your love.

 

yeah but if you're gonna go out it sucks if you're not ready and you have to rush things and run out of the house like a maniacbut all goes well at the end!

 

yeah, i hate waiting.. i had to wait for over 2 hours for my train the other day cuz it was delayed an hour and a half but that was a good kinda waiting cuz me n kelly just talked and watched the trains go by while we were waiting.. and it was waiting for something that I didnt really want to come.

But when you are waiting for something to come that you are so looking forward to, it definitly sucks. If you think about it, we are always waiting.. waiting to graduate.. waiting to get married.. waiting for your kids to move out the damn house. In my case, Im always waiting to go back to NC hahaha.

What are you waiting for Pauly? (side note: my dinner smells really fucking good )

 

this aint emo . im not waiting for love or to be dissappointed, im just waiting for the act of waiting. its gonna come, just waiting sucks

 

haha you sound like such a girl

 

lol oh ok. i got the wrong idea

 

is it drugs?

 

thats true, we are always waiting. most times, the the time spent waiting is alot longer then the time spent actually doing something. in the end, we are all waiting for death ...but i hate to look at life that way, if i were to think that way, then i definitly would be kind of goth like


im just waiting for information about something, but i dont wanna say what it is just yet cause i dont wanna jinx it

 

ya, but the thing is, is that it only takes me a minute to get ready. all i do is put on some cloths, maybe comb my hair and im good to go

 

but what is waiting? time is unexistant. its an illusion, if time therefore does not exist, then what is waiting?

bleh

 

man, i dont even wanna go into how many times i've had to wait for drugs

but its not drugs , im actually going to stay sober for awhile, just while my sister is here

 

that's what i figured.you seem like the type that gets up in the morning and just puts their clothes on and heads out the door

 

well you made it seem like that

i have no choise but to be sober for a while

 

why dont u have the choice?

ive been sober for 2 weeks now (except alchool, but which i wont do anymore 2)

ive turned into a super Zen dude.

 

i needs me a connection....

oh and money

 

well. i still have an old 2.5g of cubensis in my suitcase...i could take the train to whereever u live lol