very very scared

Discussion in 'MDMA - X' started by itsokman, Apr 6, 2009.

  1. itsokman

    itsokman Member

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    Hey all
    My last week experience turned out to be freaking scary ....
    Well I had around 0.5 mdma powder, I started it by doing 0.3 first and then I took around 0.1 after 45 mins. I was gettings the effects after 1 hour. Everything was fine till 3 hrs. Then I went down and smoked a joint. When I came back omfg, I am sure I was high, but I was hearing voices, seeing faces(ghosts). I am not sure if that was caused by weed or xtacy but I am too scared to try either of them again. I think I had that scary feelings for like two days. I couldnt sleep in my room alone next day, so I kept chatting with friends till dawn.
    Any help would be greatly appreciated.
    Thanks for reading.
     
  2. jamesrock

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    Drugs are supposed to be fun.... if its causing you this much grief I would steer clear for awhile...

    P.S.
    I Doubt it was the weed.
     
  3. veroness

    veroness There's only one :)

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    it happens, surround yourself with people you trust and you will be fine
     
  4. Mr.Writer

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    It was probably the combination. MDMA + THC = strong psychedelia. It's normal, you just had a bad trip. Take a break and just forget about drugs.

    One day you will suddenly realize you're ready to do these things again, or not. Either way everything is ok :)
     
  5. Hydroponic_Acid

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    Most def the combo of the two. It provides a very shroom like experience for me and most of the people I know.
     
  6. Mr.Writer

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    yes! very shroomy indeed.
     
  7. ChinaCatSunflower02

    ChinaCatSunflower02 Senior Member

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    daamn. so would you guys say mdma is quite psychedelic? it's been a while since i've done it. last time i did it i smoked a small amount of marijuana but i don't remember it being too shroomy or anything.

    i've been doing a lot of Methalone lately, which is just a stimulant that's weaker and similar effects of mdma but is not psychedelic in the least bit. but damn, i would like to try smoking and using Molly.

    so what exactly in MDMA alone would you guys characterize as Psychedelic? cause it's also very feel good obviously.
     
  8. Mr.Writer

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    well the psychedelic effects are evident at higher doses, say 400mg+. Time dilation, *pronounced* visuals, auditory effects, trailing, headspace change, you name it. It gets pretty wild up there :)

    but the real crazy is when you combine generous mdma with pot. don't even need to use a lot of pot . . . it's actual somewhat overwhelming. You'll want to be somewhere where you can just melt into your couch or something. No travelling or sober-people interactions will be likely lol.
     
  9. itsokman

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    I forgot to add that 2 weeks ago I smoked a joint with a friend and then came home. When I came home, I think I was fully high.Then the worst started happen. You wouldn't belive what kind of thoughts I was getting. I was imagining if my best mates /bro/family etc is dead. OMFG that was pretty scary but nothing compared to my experience on last weekend. Does anyone else have problem with weed? I mean does it make you really paranoid? .
    I am 20 rite now. When I was around 18, I started weed, and I really used to enjoy it much. I don't know what has happend to me. Can it be because of too much stress?lack of sleep?
    I still have some of those feelings left. I mean when I see a tree from far distance I think it would a man or w/e, and things like that. It has never happend to me until last week.
    Please give me some advices to get rid of those feelings.
    Thanks
     
  10. Feelings 0f U4ia is Back!

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    I'd say what you had was NOT pure MDMA.

    Just a guess.

    EDIT: After reading your recent experiences with weed....I would venture to say that weed is causing these feelings. I hate pot, and everything you have described has happened each time I have smoked pot.

    Problem with "molly" (even though everyone assumes is the best shit because it comes in powder) is that the powder could be ANYTHING.
     
  11. wakeboartd00d!

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    Laced Weed?
     
  12. Feelings 0f U4ia is Back!

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    ^When is weed "laced?" Lol.
     
  13. ChinaCatSunflower02

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    dude i'm completely the same as you in the fact that when i first started smoking weed i thought it was a blast but over time that has changed. maybe i've just grown beyond it? i don't know. just waaay too much persistent thoughts of paranoia that even when ignored just gives a subtle haze of discomfort over everything around me. every so often i can peak my head out of the haze but it's just too damn persistent at this point in my life. i do think that all of these problems will one day be transcended but right now pot just isn't for me for the most part. maybe you have to look at what kind of thoughts you have while not high and if you can easily get bothered by subtle paranoias that you can atleast recognize when you're sober, sometimes the marijuana just amplifies it and gets you trapped in this torturing hell of lameness and blandness and "what should i be doing right now?" atleast that's how it is for me. it's too much to take it. i would rather have a bad trip than continuously go through that shit over and over.
     
  14. Feelings 0f U4ia is Back!

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    Smoking weed is similar to a bad acid trip for me. I can't stand marijuana...
     
  15. ChinaCatSunflower02

    ChinaCatSunflower02 Senior Member

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    i get that^ which makes me want to smoke more so i can figure it out. i just want to investigate the shit out of any bad trip on any drug to find the truth behind it in its nakedness.
     
  16. itsokman

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    Well guys, it's been like 5 days and finally I am feeling ok, not scared of paranoid anymore. I don't know what caused that but I am sure its the weed most likely. Btw wakeboart can you please explain what it means by laced weed? I had that bad weed trip on same weed which I got from same guy.
    Also, can it be because of too much depression?
     
  17. itsallgood

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    e really fucked with my head, and i capitlized REALLY...it did nothing to my depression but worsen it....take a break bro, ive been clean from everything for almost 6 months and it feels great....I am not even sure if iam going to pop again...Take it easy man
     
  18. IllCanabillyVanilly

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    Laced weed means it had something else mixed with the weed. The most common drugs are PCP or coke. However, if weed is laced, the dealer will usually tell you and will raise the price.

    I've smoked some weed with a friend before that was laced with pcp but he told me ahead of time that it was laced. Despite all the negativity that comes with pcp, I kind of enjoyed it
     
  19. SpENS93

    SpENS93 Illuminati

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    lol best post of the year right here ahah
     
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    Haha, that is what I was getting at. Laced weed, rofl. Aren't you going to tell me that LSD is put on weed sometimes too? LOL.
     

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