Lately I have been getting some weird feelings that I'm not going to live very long. I'm the type of person that gets premonitions..So I just want to let this out. .I love you. At first, I was mean to you. You told me the truth in return. I was blind to half of it, the part I didn't want to notice. You told me I was too young. I ignored it the first time. I told you I loved you. You said you were confused. You told me that I was too young again. This time around I listened. I realize how much you've helped me, I realized how much I've changed over the past couple of months. I realize now, that you helped me. I now realize who I am and how I feel. I know my orientation exactly, whats going through my head. I'm no longer confused. I am not Bi. I am not gay. I am not confused.no.I'm not. I know what it is.. I'm in love with you, an dI couldn't accept the fact that.. we could never be together.. But..Your age doesn't stop me from loving you. Though you are considered OLD to the others and yourself, You are not old to me. And I love you. Always will. Maybe you will get it, maybe you won't. Maybe you will realize that I did love you after my premonition comes to pass.. But if its true, I love you so much. More than anything in this world. I would die for you. I love you... Love, me.
