Worked graveyard shift last pm. I'm tired Tired, tired, tired. When I'm tired I get emotional. Emo emo emo. Emotional doesn't look good on me. Ghewy, Nasty, Creepy How doe's sleep dep effect ya'll?
It starts off with irritability and just wanting to sleep. Later, it progresses into a giddy and semi-euphoric state, where I become stupidly silly. Finally, I descend into depression and reckless-abandon, when I'd just like to kill anything that gets in the way of me and sleep. Stretched-out sleep deprivation (where I get perhaps 4 hours of sleep every night for a week) makes me get huge purple spots under my eyes, and keeps me from ever feeling truly alive, because I cannot be mentally "all there". I know I need to fix this, and a good way might be a daily routine or schedule. But my life is so in a blender right now, this sort of thing is not easy.... Blegh
My sleep dep effects other people more than me---If I don't get enough sleep everybody else turns into an asshole.
If I don't get enough sleep I get really hyper or really emotional and then I will just fall asleep it doesn't matter where. I have fallen asleep at work before, in class, in my car (not while driving), I fell asleep on the phone last week I just crash.
I become hyper and it last for days and then I finally crash. When I was in University it sucked as I would be like a hamster on speed....lol
I'm forceing myself to stay awake so I can get back on a normal schedule for the rest of the week. I only work graveyard on mondays so It's kindofweirdandIthinkitmaynotbetoohealthybutohlooktherhinoceriarehereand myguitarsaredancinginthecornerzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
im bad without sleep, real bad. after staying up all night, i then loose my ability to sleep and end up walking around like a zombie on ketamine all day
Well, if they don't use chemicals, they are 'enlightened' tweakers. Sometimes I talk to myself for horus but wasn't ever there. Also, the God Spirit of Ra descends upon us. We must die and ascend by tweaking tell we disapear. Then we appear on 'the other side'. No one has ever returned. Everyone can get there. Raaa!
