i tried salvia 10x for the 4th time. every time is the same feeling, like something is twisting me around or i'm in the way. always seems like someone else is there. does it get any better than this? i dont care for this feeling, is 20x the same just twice as bad? i'm 66 years of age and looking for something , spiritual I was told Psychedelics help. don't think salvis is it, any input will be appreciated