Trying to be lush free

I'm a 66 years old that has a very high sex drive for my age alway so freaking horny

Now Im trying to be sin free by being a good Christian and this is the only issue left. Lush

At my age it's hard to fine females so turned to male sex

I have fuck myself with a dildo while watching gay bareback porn and loved it

I really don't like sucking cocks because of pre-cum scares me what to stay STD FREE

But will suck his cock to make it rock hard

Get so turned on when looking at a nice cock

Im a tad over seven inches average thickness cut trimmed

When bottoms sees my cock they always want me to hammer their ass with my nice cock. So I'm always being the stud ever the bottom they also want to bareback but I tell them sorry no way

I have been fucked before by small cocks
5.0 - 5.8 now I want a nice cock to service my ass seven inches or better and thick but not too thick it would be nice if uncut but not a deal breaker

I watch to much gay bareback porn

I have becum so freaking horny its getting hard to maintain and masterbating isn't working anymore

I want a nice cock to hammer my ass so bad

Trying to fine a nice cock to hammered my ass to feel a real cock thing and be my last

Looking for cock at adam4adam silver Daddys and a couple other ones

I want to go to heaven and not burn for a 1,000 years in hell.

How do I stop thinking about sex and male nice cock

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You are the way God made you. If sex with men brings you joy, then embrace it.

 

I'm the same, Dude. I am a Christian just reconciling my feelings and desires with going against my convictions. In our long sexless marriage I have found Oral and masturbating to be a source of sweet relief. Beats the hell out of depression. I'd like to think of women again but with so many disappointments and no sex for like decades, My wife agreed to my pulling and sucking with a male for relief. It was awesome, but too many want anal, and that's where I draw the line.