Trying gay sex for the first time

Alright so this may belong in the bisexual forum but whatever. I am a straight guy that has been wanting to try gay anything for quite sometime. I love ass play. I have used many different toys on myself and loved them all. Anyways I was grinder tonight and found a guy that was willing to meet up and what not. I had explained my situation that I was New to all this and was looking to explore. He was fine this and sent me his address. I was all ready to go and even drive to his place. But once I got there I froze and started having doubts. I started thinking that if I did this and didn't like it I would be scared for life. So I left. But as soon as I was driving away from his place I kept thinking that I was making a mistake and I need to just do it. Now as I'm sitting here writing this, I still wish I had just done it But part of me is happy I didn't. Am I just going through some gay fantasy stage that I will grow out of or am I actually ready to get piped? Is this a normal thing people go through or am I just playing pussy? Deep down I really think i want to try the whole gay thing but at the same time a voice is telling me not to. So I guess I'm asking, if I were to go thourgh with it and hate it, would I be scared for life? Or would I be able to move past it. And if I liked it, what the hell do info from there?

 

Stick to your toys and enjoy what they provide you.

 

It's can be hard to answer. If you try it and hate it, you will always be able to tell yourself that you tried it and you know it is not for you. I think if you try it you will like it, you might even love it. I think the biggest fear you have and a lot of guys have is catching something. Be as discriminating as you want, after all, it is your life. Also do safe sex only, at least until you know who you are with and that you can trust him.

 

I had a similar situation. The difference is that there was no Grindr back then. I’ll PM you.

 

It's like a volcano waiting for to explode.
You just have to go and see what's behind the corner for you.
It won't be pretty, so don't get your hopes on too high....reality ain't soap opera

 

i was always curious but never sure about where to meet someone and someone approached me at a job i was at and things happened. it was very hot

 

I'm tired of being curious and not able to anything about it. I'm buying new toys, and perfecting edging.