hey im 18 and ive only ever done E befor im thinking of doing acid but not sure is it really that good anything tips for the first time??
http://www.hipforums.com/newforums/showthread.php?t=347891&f=117 first timer questions thread. and yes its that good lol
yeah i agree with hawaiiankine. the first time i dropped i didn't feel much but a lot of fear and being "out of syc" with myself. the second time i felt a pressure in my head but i didn't know what it was, and it was left at that. that was with 1.5 hits each time. the third time i took a bit over 3 hits of some VERY strong blotter (my wicked experienced friend couldn't really talk on three hits of this). the pressure in my head built so much that i couldn't do anything about it but let it build. finally it exploded in my head and i broke down sobbing, the weight of my life and my world was falling all around me. it was so sad but it felt so PURE and beautifully human. my emotional centers were just pouring out everything that i had repressed for such a long time. when i was done crying i felt such an amazing peace with myself, the serenity was unlike anything i've ever felt. even weeks later i'm much more in touch with myself and my emotions. it was the most profound, lasting experience of my life. definitely for the better. the point is, your ego is going to struggle against the drug. psychedelics, as a mechanism of action, ARE going to break down your sense of self. on a low dose you're going to try and resist, and the trip is probably going to be filled with a lot of struggle. until you know how to easily submit your ego for something (MUCH) greater, it's probably best to take a dose that's high enough where submission isn't exactly your choice just trust yourself, trust that what you're doing is right, and jump in. EDIT: oh and know who your friends are. i was with some people who i didn't know too well, so i wasn't comfortable crying in front of them. thank god i went to my good friends house who was very understanding. it really teaches you something when friends are there for you like that. i also talked to some other friends who i could tell were being judgmental about my experience and being really critical. if you're with a bunch of friends just be prepared to see them in a way you've never seen them before. this may be good or bad, but it's definitely eye opening.
hey tnaks for the advice and as for friends you trust i dont really trust anyone my issue i explain it more in the main thred witch we sould be talking in i did not see it befor made this i tryed PM you tell u add me on msn but wont work so yeha if want add me tim_is_tuff@hotmail.com
oh yeah you don't have enough posts... i'll try PMing you and see if it lets you at least respond? edit: it won't let me message you. hmm... i would download hotmail but my laptop's down and i'm on my uncles computer, and he doesn't like me downloading anything even if it's perfectly safe. but it's his computer so i have to respect that.
ive jsut gottin AIM my screen name is tuffman09...so my adress be tuffman09@aim.com or somthing lol you probly know how do it sines u use it i probly get in trubel for keep posting in this thred but its about drugs cant imagin them being to uptight and im gettign my psots up
So all you've done is E. I think its probably a good idea to get familiar with pot. Pot is more similar to cid, than E, especially with the spacial aspect. My first trip was HEAVEN, before that I had smoked pot MANY times, taken DXM about 5 times, as well as stuff less relevant to LSD, like oxycodone. You really just need to become familiar with how far from reality its possible to go, because its pretty damn far, which can freak people out.
nah i have tryed pot like 3 or 4 times jsut dont like it at all makes me feel stick and i also coughing all of the next day and it hruts to cough im not a smoker even on normel ones
