I'm too competitive, it makes my life hard because it makes me appear perfect to everyone else but really leaves no time to work on myself and perfect what's important...so yeah I end up spending all this time doing elaborate crap when I really should be working out or reading a book or practicing spanish or writting my grad school admissions essay...
I tend to try and make everyone I care about happy not caring what it does to me until it all builds up and I snap.
hmm well i let my flaws run loose on here coz i dont give a damn but in real life im good at managing myself and dont have any major problems mentally. so i lead a pretty relaxed carefree existance, anyone can be happy its all up to them. people get so wrapped up in themselves and what they think is important. you have to take a step back and realise that its just not important. what was the question again... oh right well i can be stubborn and proud i guess but i dont get angry that easily and dont hold grudges. i dont know i hate analysing and thinking too hard about myself blah blah blaaaah
shit son, me too. I'm thinking I'm getting fucking retarded by all by my lonesome for the second night in a row!!! YES!