It may be that I didn't have sex until I was 30 but every time I do it or even think about it it's so hard to believe I get to do it. I think if you started in your teens sex is more of a normal and attainable thing. You didn't have a decade and a half of pining for it and wondering if it would ever happen. Now that I get to do it regularly I have this internal conversation with my 15 year old self where I say to him I just had sex! and he says no way, you're lying. No really, I did it! He's absolutely spellbound and demands I recount every detail. Even the fact that I saw a woman naked is unbelievable in itself and he wants to know what she looked like and how it felt just to look at her and have her see me naked much less everything we did to each other. Does everyone feel like this or is it just me?
