today is day 1

to my two day water detox
nothing for the next 2 days, counting food, and drugs.
then the next 2 weeks of no sort of drug/alcohol.

i really want a cigarette right now too.


wish me luck :cheers2:



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ZiQ3Z-w-dg
fuck

 

for what?

 

Ya Erica, what's all this for?

That sucks you can't have food

 

well i don't want the food because i do not want it to be like a uhh.... comfort thing where i eat everything around.



for what lollllll... everything man, i've just been doing too much. when i was working i had my limit in tack, at least i thought i did, but little did i notice i was just telling myself my limit was small when it was not and grew larger day by day.

today's i already feel the nicotine, i've been doing way to many pills and dabbing into the h again wayy too much which made my night last night fucking fuck. i'm dropping the F bomb all over i need to withdraw from cussing too.

 

this thread makes me hungry

 

Stay strong, stay with it!

 

Ahh yeah it sounds like you need to take a break from all that. I would love to take a break from weed and cigs but I honestly don't think I could haha
You have more willpower than me, good luck!

 

good luck. Hope you can kick it

 

rice.. is good foods to not gaining weight, still me no find the grasshoppers.. Thanks for hitting that thread btw..

yoo can starve your body, but your brain needs minerals and vitamins.. Total cereal also good to maintain brain functions..

 

I ate lots of Oatmeal...



this never gets old... lol..

 

well i want to just get as much out of my system in the next 2 days and i feel like food will make it take longer.................................. i don't know

 

i dont see why the nto eating part is beneficial...though i know food as comfort sometimes and even as a means to rid myself of boredom...but idk limit to certain things

or only do a one day fast?

well anyway good luck

cleansing periods are good for our bodies

 

wait so are you just getting clean for a UA or u quitting cigs?

 

if you want a really good cleanse you should do a day of cranberry juice/water

 

i'm quitting cigs, but i'm doing it along with cleaning my system out and having my tolerance lowered, body a little more cleaner, feeling a little better and less well, sucky.

 

i don't have any cranberry juice but i drink a lot of pomegranate juice other wise. i'm good with fiber intake and fruits and all that jazz, but that's not the point

 

I need to quit cigs. I probably won't be able to buy a pack til I get paid Friday. So I need to get used to it haha. I didn't know you smoked, erica

 

cigarettes are on and off for me. i quit when i didn't have a job, then a started again a couple of months ago uke: when i got my new job because i was able to afford them.

 

If I wasn't able to afford them I'd definitely quit... but I always find a way to scrape up some money for a pack haha.

 

i have way to many bills anymore, it seems like my mom scrounges more and more money out of me each month for shit i don't even use, but then when we do the math i do use it. i guess. fucking cigarettes are too much money anyhow for a quick little nice feeling.


just like that damn cocaine.