Today I'm sneaking out

and going shopping in san diego hehe

 

hmm

make sure you have a phone with you, in case you start feeling icky again, ok? Be safe and all that jazz

 

erghhhhhh I gotta pay the bill shiaaaat I keep forgetting okay ill pay the bill before i go and then my phone will be on on the way home at least.

 

Maybe I'm just a strange girl...but...I hate shopping.

I avoid it at all costs.

The holiday season is always torture for me.

 

And I avoid all costs. Where are you sneaking out from?

 

while you're out, can you pick me up some milk and eggs?

 

Home I'm supossed to be on bedrest but I want to shop. I have no clothes that fit me well I do but they're really the ones I kept from a few years ago so I can't really wear them to work because they're really teeny boperish and kinda skanky so I need to go get some conservative clothes that fit me as I hopefully start classes next semester and want to go back to work tommorow if I can talk hr into letting me back without a doctor's note.

 

You need all the material possitions the world has to offer don't you?

 

hmmm that's a really bold assumption for somone who's a minor child with his parents caring for him. You know nothing about me-trust me. You don't know who I am or what I do. I'm spending a gift certificate I got for christmas and your coming down on me? That's kinda ignorant.

 

and you now what? The reason I have to get new clothes is because I'm so sick that my body is eating all of my muscle and nothing fits me everything just drapes on me and I'm jandicey and have dark circles under my eyes and bruises all over my hands and arms from being poked with needles. I don't even have a bra that fits right now I;ve been having to wear my sports bras from when I was ion high school. So fuck you and your uneducated assumptions I look like absolute crap and I wanna feel better and look nice.

 

get off her ass, she might be dying. whatever brings her joy is good enough for her. quit judging.

 

Thank you. I find out at 2 if it's cancer or not and I just need to take my mind off things. I'm a wreck and can't cope.

 

you just go enjoy yourself. life's too short to give a fuck what a stranger thinks about how you live your own. if you have money and want to spend it, do it. after all, you're supporting someone's occupation...

 

here here.

Spoil yourself.

*hug*

 

Thanks and it's a gift certitificate from christmas that I have to shop with. okay enough justifying thanks-I mean it

 

I bet KC will give you more money if you ask nicely.

 

Teenagers are jaded and think they know it all.

Have fun lyns.

 

probably would...but dave's got the money. i'm stupid like that.

 

I think that some people need to stop being offended so easily. Don't even ask for advice if you're closed minded and only want people to agree with you.

 

she didn't ask for advice, though. you offered without being invited...