To be frank, I'm a bit mental and fucked in the head

I have variious diagnosis, and to a degree I think psychiatry and psychology is a load of bullshit, some people play far to much into the role of their "diagnosis".

However I do think I very well meet the criteria for both ADHD and BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder). I have had long term problems with "depression" and "anxiety" but in recent years, these are not a problem any more.

I am very supportive person, an obese fat pig perhaps, but well loved by many people due to my long term persistent support and tolerance of their imperfections.

But lets say I have had my own bloody behavior /emotional problems over the years.

When I was 13, I smashed my father's expensive car to utter pieces, I mean broke every windows, every light, many massive dents etc.

Then I went into the house and smashed all the windows, bathroom mirrors etc, kicked dozens of holes through the walls before attempting (seriously) to murder my father with an Axe.

So yeah I have had problems at times you could say.

Had some brain damage at birth and severe behavior problems as a kid. Was generally a good hearted kid, but sometimes flew into rages. When I was six I got angry at my mother and broke her leg by smashing her leg with a cricket bat in rage.

I was a chronic alcoholic as an adults for many years, JESUS was I out of control, endless arrests, insane mayhem, horrific self mutilation, but EVENTUALLY I overcame this problem, although it was not easy.

Nonetheless last decade of my life I have been involved in supporting children and teenagers with SEVERE emotional and behavioural problems from background of truly appalling abuse and neglect at the absolute worst end of the scale. I guess I relate to their problems and pain a great deal.

Still got my faults, do a lot of drugs, though I am careful what drugs I do, but these days I am a very friendly, even pretty agreeable person, I come across as very mellow, and I am very tolerant.

But yeah I guess to some degree, being honest, I am a bit fucked in the head.

Opinions? Anyone else out there feel they are a bit fucked in the head too?

 

no

I'm normal and a real nice guy

 

Okay...

 

well, I think you described "popping the clutch" when some biker backed into your vehicle. That's maybe a little bit psycho.

I would say that you seem to be a pretty nice guy, with some potential to become psycho when provoked.

 

..our highest highs can only be as high as our lowest lows were low..

 

he deserved it

it's not psycho when they deserve it

plus i stopped when my bumper climbed his wheel and i lost traction...a psycho would have backed up and tried again

 

Lol

 

OP's story actually parallels my life pretty good. The only difference is that I didnt have a dad to attempt to murder, and I didn't break my mom's leg, just threw knives at her..

 

You left out choke-slamming the girl-friend.

Get some anger management.
You'll probably end up in lock-up at some point but that's the danger of flipping the fuck out. One day it'll all go very very wrong.

 

i never choke slammed my signifigant other either.

however, the flipping the fuck out can be a great release, but you have to take at least three seconds to assess the situation to determine if that is an appropriate course of action. That small bit of self control could save any of us many years of incarceration.

 

What you've described (in your whole post) doesnt match up with your shopping list of afflictions

You are a very supportive person, tolerant......with BPD are you?

You are an obese person with ........ADHD are you?

Or maybe its just all about attention so you dont have to confront how painfully just like everyone else you are, and how mind numbingly boring whatever asswipe little town or suburb you live in is

Whole thread smells of bullshit

 

+rep......I Love It......:rofl::rofl:



Cheers Glen.

 

Don't mess with wisedude.He might be a cycle path.

 

Wisedude, we all have skeletons in our closets.

Liar.

lol!