This Will be My First Christmas...

Without my Family...

 

It's OK. Just find something else to do.

 

Yar...

 

Phone Home

 

It's Not as Simple as That...

 

Why won't you be able to see or call your family on Christmas?

Big hugs to you mudpuddle. I know it's probably going to be tough for you, but you'll be okay. I promise.

Much love...

 

If they've cut ties, or you have, just get on with it.

Find fellow people. Volunteer at a soup kitchen.

 

I've Just Got a Horrible Feeling I'm Gonna Spend Christmas Day Alone...

Not That it Bothers me Any Other Day...

Just Kinda Feel Left Out...

Blah...

 

Tis the season for depression.

 

My familiy's been fighting with coal miners trying to get into our mountain.
It's left us in poverty.

 

I left that fuck up family when I was fourteen, just my wife and I think of Muddie all the time...

 

Is there anything any of us could do to help?

 

*hugs mud*

if you lived near by... id tell you to come over, though i dont know you.

but you'll be okay no matter what. just remember it's just a dumb holiday anyways...

 

I half-heartedly offered to have her over to ours, but didn't get a response. It's your family you want, and they can't be replaced. I'd call to phone, but afraid it will sound like I'm rubbing your face in it... Although our Christmas won't be exactly exciting. You know, I even considered getting a train over, since gf will have all the company she needs anyway...

 

I Don't Understand Eric...

Why Do You Always Go Out of Your Way to be Nice to Me?

 

I Don't.... Do I?

I'm not looking forward to Christmas this year. I'm not ready for it, I didn't want it, and I certainly feel like being somewhere else enjoying company for being company, NOT because it's Christmas.... But that's me being a little selfish, not kind.

You seem to get abuse at every turn on the net, often by people you regard as Friends. The rest you know...




Why does it sound like you are not comfortable with what I do?

 

You actually like your famly? Pfttckttfpch, that's ghey.

 

I have been with out my family for the past 5 years on Christmas, but I always find something to do. One year I went to a shelter and served food to people with much bigger needs then I. It made me feel good to help out others and made me feel loved from all types of people.
Cheer up. There are ALOT of people who can't spend the holidays with Family! That's life

 

I Don't Know...It's Just so Weird...No one Has Ever Gone Out of Their Way Who I've met Online Like you Do...

You Understand me so Much...It's so Weird...No one is Supposed to Understand me...

It's Insane...

Not That I Don't Want to be Understood...

I Hardly Know Anything About You...

And I'm Sorry Our Phones Convos Keep Getting Cut Off...Bleugh...My Phone is Dying...

 

I'm glad you're Mudpuddle again!!!