this is how i feel today

Discussion in 'Poetry' started by HappyJoy, Jan 14, 2005.

  1. HappyJoy

    HappyJoy Hip Forums Supporter HipForums Supporter

    i know its not quite "profound" or anything, sorry about all the cliches, but i had to get this out of me. i feel so sad today, so please be nice.

    i'm starting over
    today is here yesterday is gone
    yesterday i was lost
    wrapped up in something that was bound to destroy me
    i have to be strong
    i must resist
    it's so hard after facing all i've faced
    to look into the mirror and not cry
    why do i cry
    i need to feel whole
    its so hard relying on myself when i've failed so many times before
    i cant cling to empty comforts
    they fade so fast
    how to be truly happy????????

    when i look into my daughter's eyes
    i see who i'm supposed to be
    i need to get there
    i need to be ok for her
    i'm glad she doesnt yet realize
    that i'm so broken inside
    when i smile through the tears
    all she sees is my smile
  2. Hipkatmeow

    Hipkatmeow Member

    I like it a lot. It was simple and truthfull... I know how you feel... I feel the same way. I hope things work out! *hugs!*
  3. gdhmomchild

    gdhmomchild Duct tape abuser

    ((((((( happyjoy ))))))))))
    hope things look a bit better for you soon. Reminds me of the song "The Wheel" it all changes. ...if the thunder don't get yah then the lightning will...

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