Think I might be done.

I can't lie, I love psychedelics. But I think I'm just about finished going down that path.

It was awesome, I was good at it, time of my life.

But I think I got all I need to get out of it.I had good times, I had some not so good times. I think I'm just gonna go for one more then at least take a break for a while. At least a year, maybe forever. Who the fuck knows.

Maybe I'll switch to crack for a while. The world is my oyster.

 

take a break man!

 

It is always good to take an breather, if an year or more. and then iF you feel like it coming back. I know I personally will never quit permanently but I do go periods of months not doing anything. I have been doing that for the last 3 or 4 months, only doing light stuff not psychedelics.

 

Do not end on a sour note brother.

 

Good for you bruzz.

 

I didn't. My last trip was that 16mg of 4acodmt. It was wonderful. A little lite, but a good note.

 

I thought this as well coming out of a 2c e trip abouts a week ago. I kept dwelling around the thought of how powerful a sober mind is.

But I dont know that i've hit where you're at saying may never take em again.

Much luck to you whichever route you choose to take

 

may we meet again

 

Crack is whack.

At least the 4-AcO spoke to ya.

Smoke some herbs maybe...

 

you just started?

 

right lol

 

yes, this is why the mind returns to normal.. but i stay high,

 

Looks like imma be solo tripping a lot more often these days. Do what ya gotta do. I'd give up sex and maybe oxygen before I give up psychs...

 

Right what?

LOLLMAOROTFL!!!!!! I win!

 

it's not just because of salvia is it?

 

Nah, but it did play a part. But honestly I've had this lingering idea of quitting or at least stopping for a while in the back of my head before I took salvia.

I'm gonna do 4acodmt at least 1 or two more times, because I like it more than anything else I've taken and want to at least explore it a little further before I stop.

But so far I just haven't got anything that I was looking for out of psychedelics. They're interesting, they're enthralling and enticing. They fascinate me. But I've always had this impression that it would help awaken something of a spiritual nature within myself, or that it would help me to better understand myself and make sense of my perception of the world.

It hasn't, if anything it just gave me more to be distracted and confused about. Also, I have a feeling that injecting all this amazing color and thought explosions into such a short period of time is draining some juice from my natural creativity and imagination.

There really isn't much in life that is as purly or intencly interesting as a psychedellic trip. I find it taking up a huge chunk of my conversation, even with people who don't even do it. I want to find my interesting stories and adventures in real life, with real people. I don't want to just go deeper into my own head and seperate myself from the rest of the world.

I want to go into coffee shops and around town and be able to at least fake interest in the same things all these pretty young dumb girls like, instead of having my mind fixated on ideas they'll never understand.

Drugs are nice, but I'd rather spend my time trying to fuck bimbos. lol

 

doin it for the shorties

 

Just when I thought I was starting to like you =/

 

so gay of you pat

 

Pussy is greater than drugs.

Also, (insert more bullshit)