Learning and studying about conspiracies but you can go down a deep dark hole if you get obcessed with it. I am realizing that now because I really want to read all of these great books but I can see myself becoming one of those people who are completely obcessed with it and ruin their lives because of it. A lot of people on the politics and other governmental forums in my opinion are going into the deep dark hole of conspiracies. You still have to live your life and not be so paranoid sometimes. Theres no problem with questioning and learning about the travesties and lies our governments have been feeding us but you can cross that line where you are no longer living life but questioning life. And that can be a dangerous path. I am trying to even out the two.