the time all around us

I danced in Georgian Bay

and was lost in the land's beauty

what did you do lately?

 

I looked at the clouds today, over the country farm land near where I live...

and it was like a chorus of souls all moving together....the clouds symbolize our dreams, our aspirations and hopes, and this time they were all together combining into one across the great blue skies

 

umm, I got up, went to mcdonald's then school, then left and came home, took a nap, got on the comp. and ate some cantaloope and snow cones.

 

My mom awoke early, got me and the dogs up for a nature walk. Spent the entire morning freely moving about the woods and playing in the river...Adventured though the tall grass, picking beauitful flowers as we went...returned home, put the flowers in some water...Then we put on Free wheelin' Bob Dylan and sat on the porch watching the world go by...

 

lets see i woke around 1, took my dog for a walk, rolled 3 joints, got on the computer, took a shower, and now im back on the computer. i was actually allowed to go to a friends house today(which is why the joints were rolled), but i lost her number and my mom left and now im stuck at home. lucky me

 

i woke up and ate (i do that a lot) and got on the computer. fixed my sig, and talked to my old best friend for awhile and then soulrebel51 came on and we talked and laughed a lot. and then i ate chinese food, yummy. and got back on. and talked to soulrebel51 a little more, but he left me. =( but he'll be back on later, and i'm sure i'll be up all night talking to him again cause that's the habit.



oh and during all this i was hit on by some random dude on here who thinks as soon as you start talking to someone, its okay to just start cybering. (by the way, creep, i am 18, but that's too young for you and you need to get a life)

 

MWAHAHAHA! I love your sig pic!!! that's fuckin great

 

Yesterday I went for a bike ride and ended up at my friends house, where we watched part of Princess Mononoke and then joined the "neighborhood night out", where I met a skateboarding - unitarian minister and taught two little girls how to do the hoola hoop trick where you throw it and make it come back to you. Later we went downtown, to the coffee shop where I became involved in an arugument and intense discussion about religion with a group of strangers from some church. We were also joined by a frightening old man who accused me of being possessed by the spirit of satan because I said I didn't believe that some people were born only to be destroyed and bring others down with them.


Today...I started work for the John Kerry Marion County headquarters.

I had problems describing these experiences in a poetic fashion.

 

hehehe, but ti all came together. And you know..life is always poetic even if you dont mean it to be

 

hahaha! i was talking to her when that guy came on, it was freakin hilarious, but nasty. but now shes gone....i think she went grocery shopping. we really do talk to eachother all day and night, its pretty fun

but now ive rolled more joints, and ive eaten alotta pieces of weed, so im on top of the world

 

and now i'm home and your not here. i'm having withdrawls symptoms! i was hoping to get to know "ashley"...

 

Today I smiled at something I usually get upset over.

 

isnt that a great feeling, to just overcome desire and be perfectly content... what was it if you dont mind me asking?

 

haha, that ashley gurl is hot.

if yall dont understand it right now...shes my first pedophile chaser.

 

Yes...it definitly is a good feeling. No, I don't mind you asking...it was about someone who I used to be friends with and latley started being really horrible to me, I was upset over it for a while, then one day I just woke up and thought, you know, oh well, I don't need him....and just...... smiled.

 

Today, I cried. It was awesome.

 

whys that awesome? unless it was a happy cry...

 

Crying can be freeing sometimes. I cried yesterday in the car when I heard My Sweet Lord on the radio. I had just pulled into my driveway and they were playing a live set of George Harrison. It was the timing...a little eeire how much it was coinciding with my thoughts.

 

I think crying can be very freeing

 

and very healing