okay, this is the thread where you all can rant about something that's botherin ya, or pissin ya off, or whatever i go first i aint nice enough. i'll go ahead and be a dummy and think i am, but then i'll say something and somebody'll take it the wrong way, then i'll get mad at em fer bein stupid. then i get mad at me fer bein mad at them, cause it's really my fault. then later on they won't be nice and i forget why cause i'm a dumbass, and i'll try to be nice, and so naturally they aint, so instead of keepin bein nice, like i should, i get mean. .... maybe it's just that i'm dumb, and not mean. or both. now that's just perfect. end rant
i FUCKING hate cops... when i was sixteen i got just shitkicked by two cops while i was handcuffed (that was over a mischief charge - the generic crime of beign loud at a party too late)... a year later i spent over 30 hours in a cell with no food and no contact with the outside world... they wouldn't let me call my laywer. not only that but they we're trying to get me beat up - gave me a cellmate who had beaten some guy almost to death in a barfight. except he turned out to be super nice, and gave me half his meal when they didn't bring me one. i hate the idea of people carrying guns around, i hate the power trip, i hate the moralization. i don't need someone to tell me right from wrong, and i don't need someone to protect me, so they can just fuck off. i hope every single cop gets a bullet to the head.
Y do guys and girls have such different understandings!!!! i.e different languages. DAMN ITS SOOOOOOOO ANNOYING!!! I can never understand guys. It sucks. I hate being confused all the time. End Rant.
Im pissed because I didnt want to come back to work and it sucks being up this early and i want to go back to bed and i am tired
I am tired, I don't wanna go to dance, and mmy friends Lea and Delphine had a fight, they aren't talking to each other, and I'm really good friend with both, so this sucks, and well, delphine's mom phoned. She isn't home yet, it's 7pm in france, and that's really weird that she isn't home, matthias called her 4times on her cell phone, no one knows where she is. I'm so freaked. I could go on and on..
My mom is obsessed with shopping. lol... she went to wal-mart and I got out of the car and walked two miles to the post office to mail a letter and buy two books of stamps then walked another mile home... I also went to my school before my mom went to wal-mart and had to turn my books in since I'm homeschooling. I became quite frustrated when as soon as I walked in the door, someone asked me for money... and he's just some potheadedly person I barely know who my friend gave a ride to, once... so I walked off without saying anything, threw my books into an open locker, dropped off two-month-overdue library books without paying, and walked out...
Our earth is being destroyed...I don't even know if I can say much more on that without exploding. My soon to be boyfriend can't hold on a conversation besides online. It's sad.
aww... lol Every night, I wish/pray for the Earth to be a better place. Well, I've got to go to a funeral.
...the fact that my parents told me that they would pull me out of college if I didn't get rid of the nose ring. If they were to pull me out of college, I'd think it would make more sense if the reason was actually SCHOOL related. hmm.....#$%^#&#@
George, I'm very sorry, was it someone close to you? Dance was shite. Well, t'was good actually, but now I look like a veggie..I can't stand up reaally well... I start at 9tomorrow, finish at 11in the morning, start again at 2 and finish at 3 that's unbelievable! i'm sooo happy! I've never had so little classes!
He was a really close friend of my parents. I used to bike with him, lived down the street from me. He was 74 though... had a massive heart attack while riding his bike during a 25 mile tour. His last words were "If I'm going to die, I'll die on this damn bike"... I suppose he died happily... Btw, he had vanity plates on his can that said "liv2bike"... yeah, he was rather obsessed. I liked him a lot, he was awesome. lol
Yay, I heart this thread, because I feel bitchy. I do not have PMS I don't know what the fuck is making me so bitchy!! Haha, fucking moods. I am frustrated. I am always frustrated. Not a day goes day when I am not. It's kind of funny.... to watch anyways, not to feel. Meh, I don't really have anything specific to bitch about right now, I'm kinda settled. blah blah blah End rant.
sigh.... jsut imagine this in capslock. my life is ruinedimgrounded for the restof te year. no more dances, no more plays to audition, nomore talent night opps, no mroe singing... and.. yeah. im in a shit position...