Me, my girlfriend, and our friend couple (male and female) were just at my place getting buzzed and having a good time. Looking up all kinds of videos and music and laughing lots! We took a hit of acid each as well. Then someone brought up a weird video to search for on Google (don't ask!) My gf opens a browser that I haven't used in forever, clicks the search box on the screen and the last search it shows is "Watch girlfriend fuck a bigger cock". Our friends DIED laughing and my gf was just like "We'lll talk about this later"..... Then she goes into one of the porn sites, and the first thing checked off is "Blacked". Our friends are black!! I felt like like everyone was judging my dick all night. Him with his black penis was probably thinking i have like 4 inches or something and i felt so intimidated. The acid didn't help! Like it's not even THAT small even, it's pretty normal... It's just a search i did a few times for fun and something i've thought about time to time in the past even with past girlfriends. Now everytime we hang out I will think they're laughing at my (what they think is ) small dick!
Sounds like it might be small... and you have insecurities for it to be on your mind. All good my miss uses my browser and finds things like cucked lesbian cleans BBC cream pie and she says to me "I don't think that's going to happen just saying"