Well that is a very good poem, and tugs at my heart. Not a chance of being hellbound. Or, if so, at least I'll be there too, so we could hang out. Suicide to me, compared to homocide, infanticide, genocide, etc. is likely the least evil of the bunch. If I wanted to kill myself, whether justified or not, I don't accept that anyone else has squat to say about it. They can tell me how they feel, but that is it. My life, my body, my soul. They can control their own soul, etc. Leave mine alone. Death is just a big adventure, I feel really solid on that. could be wrong though. If I see pits of lava and a red guy with a tail when I die, I will have a lot of explaining to do...........
"Suicide is Painless" Through early morning fog I see visions of the things to be the pains that are withheld for me I realize and I can see... That suicide is painless it brings on many changes and I can take or leave it if I please. The game of life is hard to play I'm going to lose it anyway the losing card I'll someday lay so this is all I have to say [color=#ff000]'Cause suicide is painless it brings on many changes and I can take or leave it if I please ...and you can do the same thing if you please. [/color]
I can wait......I am curious, but in no hurry. That does not mean that my life is not a living hell, filled to the brim with almost unbearable agony, not at all. It is just that I am curious how much more shite this demon ruled mold infestation on mother earth that we call humanity can dish out, and how much I can take. I choose pain over death so far. To the demons.........is that all ya got? pansies. Love Death Love & spirit, faith & trust. In my life, each one's a must. Love from others keeps me warm. Faith surrounds me in the storm. Spirit waits, then gently acts. Trust your heart & question 'facts'. Soon it will be time to go. Don't know when, don't wanna know. No regrets, I loved this show. Death resets & lets us grow. Glow with kindness, take it slow. Coast along & feel the flow. Most are strong, yet never know. We all belong, yet all must go. Take a moment, learn to hear. Listen for which way to steer. Ask & wait - it will be clear. Cuz each & every soul is dear. Each one unique, & needed here. Keep your loved ones very near. Headed for the cemetary, somehow isn't very scary. Always near & necessary. Why make death an adversary? Infinite, yet temporary. Fear & pain... just momentary. When I go, I'm going merry! Burn my bones, please. Do not bury! BlackGuardXIII4:54 PM, June 12th, 2004
not my words, a song called shiver by a band called spiderworks. If anyone wants to here it ( I love it) has a msnmessenger id, and a good connection, PM me and I will send the mp3 via messenger.
Good Poem, Colenzo.... Here's one that I wrote 2 years ago... and posted at the Old Hipforums "Autumn Winds" My life's become a Painful journey Of languid footsteps Towards the end I walk on through this Narrow alley To the sun is Where i wend The dreams of my youth And hopes of tommorow End in bitterness, And in sorrow Without alacrity Without vitality, I walk on languidly Through my path I see burning trees Is it the end Or is it just me? I walk on, But my spirit dies California sunset Infernal skies Burning trees And bloody ground I look back, i look around Aborted fetuses and A crimson gleam All just a Lurid dream I wake from a dream Into another What's for real Why should i bother Life is just Meaningless 'Floating in a sea of Emptiness Life's become Too confusing I want silence To consume me Every momment Portends the end And soon i will be gone Life betrays And death welcomes me I want darkness To devour me Everything just Fades away And soon i will be gone My life's has been a Painful journey Of a million footsteps Towards the end I walk on through this Narrow alley Into the sun is Where i fade Fading with the blue horizon, Underneath the infernal sky Melting in the great ocean Burning in the autumn winds Burning in the autumn winds.... Burning in the, burning in the.... the autumn winds.
woah... I sing it whenever... i want to cry away all my pain. Used to sing it 'till about a year ago... but forgot about it for a while. I searched the oldforums and there it was.
i really like all of them, i'd like to try some day... and btw, have any of you watched the Japanese movie "Suicide Club"? I highly recommend you to watch it, then we'll talk about suicide...
