I know a lot of people are going to go off on me for this..But I"m so depressed and I need to vent and get it out..not for attention..not for my health..I just need to vent! I hate my life right now! Everything sux..I can't commit suicide because I want a peaceful death..I can't take pills because then I would die a very slowful death! GROWL..I hate my life! Everything about it is BLAH..Its stale.. * I know ppl will miss me, or maybe not..I know this is dumb..Suicide is dumb..its the cowardly way out..but How am I coward? I don't want to die because I'm scared of anything..I want to die because my life is still..Its like I'm a ghost! I'm not allowed anywhere, My family sux..I hate this life..I'm not going to heave! I fell away from God! I have no way to get it back, its too late! I hate my life! I need to find a new way to end it.. :toetap: :leaving:
At 17 ,it sometimes seems like the weight of the world is on you.But hang in--as surely as day follows night--happiness follows sorrow.You're too precious to be gone.Please find a way to get some peace--maybe meditation.Love ya--scratcho
Meditation is a VERY VERY powerful way to inner peace. And like scratcho said your only 17, I know life seems destitute (believe me I've had it real bad in my childhood). I've had the shit beat out of me by my so-called "dad" since I was 7, I was thrown out at 15, locked up numerous times, ran away across 8 state lines to "escape", even lived on the bus stop on eastern ave. But now even though things still suck they have changed, and they will keep changing and changing and changing. Life Changes. You have ups and downs, sometimes the downs are really really down but dude they will get better. Just hold on and enjoy the ride
ok look, maybe a year ago i was feeling very very suicidal, it was from maybe 3yaers depression on and off. now i am so happy, everything is going great for me and my future is slipping into parts which i find very very attractive. its never too late. if something is going shit, say fuck it and leave, go to another area/city/country, start fresh, enjoy life- i mean if ur gonna kill urself what have you got to lose??? you can always do it if it doesnt work out :|
Don't kill yourself. Life will improve. You have many many happy days ahead of you I promise. Besides you're a little hottie. We can't afford to lose that kind of talent.
Very true! Die the death of warriors and commit Seppuku...Or just go to your garage and turn the car engine on and feed the exhaust into the car. Stop friggin' complaining, because I bet you've never had it so good. Think of the genocides and draughts in other countries, and you're complaining that you can't go anywhere? Grow up.
First off..haha....If you believe in christianity, which I am assuming thats what you are talking about, it is never to late to go back. I think every teenager has flirted with the idea of it...but you grow out of it and realize that there is much in life to live for. Suicide is a very selfish thing you would affect people close to you in a negative way. Theres always something to live for in my opinion...I mean you're only 17 you still have a lot of things to live for...and if you want my honosty it does seem like this is for attention...really thats all suicide is was a cry for help that no one can fix. If your having problems with your family talk to them, communication is one of the most important things on this planet. Remember to be honost with yourself.
Excuse me?..You don't know me..so don't tell me to grow up..even adults kill themselves..I'd rather be one of those children in another country suffering from a drought..how lucky they have it..i'd rather die from no water than to live in my situation..and its not just cause i can't go anywhere..i have a problem..i believe mentally that i was never treated for and cant get treatment for because my dad is dillusional and won't believe i have a problem..he's schitzo by the way...and he's on pills for it..both my parents are crazy..and the children ended up the same way..Oh, and im complaining because this is the "whining" thread ..thank you very much..as soon as I find a way to kill myself..(A way that I"m fond of..) Then I will attempt..but until then..im alive..and complaining..if you don't like it..don't read it..please..i dont need this right now! :dupe:
Don't fret about LA Matthews he's an inconsiderate little boy As far as your situation goes I believe everyone has the right to take theyre own life if they want to. I mean its your body and your mind and your life and YOU have to be the one to deal with this shit!! But think about your parents. They may be crazy schitzoids but they ARE your parents (you'll understand their position one day), if you killed yourself think of the trauma you will cause them, losing their daughter, their own flesh and blood, their baby that they raised for years and years and years, how about your siblings, friends and loved ones?? Believe me, if there is ONE person in your life you care about, you will be killing them inside along with yourself. I know life is hard and it FUCKS YOU IN THE ASS OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER until you can barely sit down!!! But sweetie you have NO IDEA the life your in for. Life changes sooo much it's unreal. 4 years ago i was suicidal, i was living in a war zone, was locked up over and over, thrown out into the streets (literally) and you cant believe my mindset after everything. But ya know what, I said there's no one in the entire WORLD here for me.....FUCK EM ALL!!! I got on my feet and did what I needed to do and now even though I still have charges pending agaist me, a class action lawsuit, and in debt like $15,000........where was I going with this?? lol Oh yeah i've had some far out experiences and met some great people along the way, and in the end that's all that really matters. Material shit and settings are just....nothing, they change. The people in your life and the experiences you share are what make life worth living. You are going to have some magical moments in your lifetime, meet many many people, and slowly but surely you will feel better, MUCH better....I promise.
Of course I don't know you, but you're in a public forum where people can express they're views, so you should, at the very least, expect it. Also, the fact that you're actually saying this on a public forum is either a) a cry for help, or b) seeking attention. Now, personally, I think you just need someone to talk to about random shit. Oh, and you think living through draught and genocide are better than your current life?..Seriously. Shut up. I'm sure the people of Darfur would wholly disagree with you there. You have all the necessities of a good life, and you have the balls to complain about it? I'm not against suicide; not in the least. I am against people thinking that their life is shit. Believe me, it's a phase and you WILL get over it. You are too young to even be comprehending the end of your life; it's just begun! Maybe I am, but I talk a hell of alot of sense, I find. I'm not the one that comes across patronising, either. I'll always answer straight, and I ain't pussyfooting around her.
Look you British child, free speech is well and good, but who the hell are you to speak to someone like that, this post is in the WHINING FORUMS........ESPECIALLY when they are talking about ending their life?? Whether she is suicidal, an attention grabber, or just fucked up that is besides the point. So again who the hell are you to talk to someone like that?? And who is patronising and pussyfooting?? I know your not talking about me!! What the hell are you talking about??
She was saying she needed to find a way to end her life, and I gave her a perfectly sound method. Oh, and it was also a joke, but I guess it's true that American's have no sense of sarcasm or irony, and must be a 'British child' ( )thing. Obviously you don't like hearing criticism of yourselves either. That's right - keep blocking it out. Oh, and who am I to say things like that? Who're you to say you aren't being patronising?
I don't really care, and I"m not going to argue with you..I agre with you that I need some help..I don't need attention from anyone.I need freaking help..even a blind man could see that..(minature Simon Cowwel..)<<====joke.. I agree, this is a public forum..but it is also a "whining forum" So expect to see some "Whining" on here..ya know?..oh well, im gonna do what i want anyways..
