These burning hot memories of past failures and broken promises haunt me in my dreams. You look at my eternal pain and mock me, while I struggle to climb back to my feet. You kick me in the gut, with no remorse whatsoever in those empty eyes. Finally, I had enough of your shit and broke down into uncontrollable spasms of sobs. I cry not for the life you took from me, but the fact I let you take my life. Those trails of tears flowed into the meandering body of a river that is only crossed one way. That is where you put me with your unforgiving apathy. Peace and love