I missed my period this month and wrote it off, because I have been struggling with anorexia. I haven't reached a sufficiently unhealthy weight yet, so I was a little skeptical. Then I started getting cramps and some pinkish spotting and figured I must have been getting my period, just late. The cramps have been going on for three days and still no period. So last night I took two EPT tests and both said Pregnant. I'm in a terrible fucking state right now, because not only do I NOT want a child, but I am in no condition to be going through with a pregnancy being as undernourished as I am. I usually don't eat anymore than 500 calories a day or so. I want an abortion, and there are no questions in my mind or heart about it. I don't need to hear bashing, or lecturing, because I've already heard a great deal of that. I'm going to do, what I'm going to do... so if someone could give me a helpful response, rather than urging me not to get an abortion, that would be appreciated. I'm a little worried though, because I'm wondering if it's even safe to go through with an abortion while I'm not in the best physical condition. Like I said, I'm still FAIRLY healthy, but immune system hasn't been so great lately, considering I get infections super easily, and I'm not getting enough vitamins which is very evident by my recent easy bruising. I almost don't know which is safer, to be pregnant or have an abortion while I'm struggling with an ED... when you have an ED, you're really not safe, period, in any situation. If I went through with the pregnancy because it would be safer for me, I would do adoption. I'm 19, and dealing with an array of mental issues, and money problems, and in no condition to be a suitable parent. And neither is my boyfriend. I researched the complications a mother could have while pregnant and anorexic and it named: kidney failure, heart attack, and death. So... my guess is an abortion would probably be safer, but I'm not sure. I tried looking that up, but couldn't find anything. If anyone knows, please tell me. Anyway, I called my regular OBGYN today, and I can't even get in until July 11. I don't want to wait that long so I called the nearest Planned Parenthood, and the soonest they have is July 5. The lady was really nice, and offered me other locations in case I could get in sooner elsewhere, so I have to wait another hour to call this other place when it opens. I have had literally no morning sickness/upset stomach, painful breasts, or anything, except the cramping. Which I'm not complaining about. Anyway, so my main questions are: What sort of after abortion effects would I probably experience? I mean, anyone who has had an abortion, just sort of clue me in. Or any information you have otherwise... thanks.