Ive always considered myself to be straight. In my childhood I became enthralled with hustler and playboy magazines that I managed to acquire somehow. I would read the stories and memorize the pictures. I was probably 6 or 7 years old. It was around the same time I discovered that I enjoyed anal stimulation. Before I even knew what a dildo was I was coming up with very creative things to put up my ass. It got to the point that I would look forward to being able to pleasure myself anally after school. Mind you I was not yet able to have a real ejaculatory orgasm at that point in life yet. I have never been interested in men. I have always lived a straight life, in that I have never dated a man or been interested in any kind of relationship with a man. My girlfriends have all been beautiful and I have always had lots of women in my life. I love women. They are beautiful. Men are not beautiful like women. I can appreciate a good looking guy but in no way do I enjoy the thought of kissing a man, holding hands with a man, going on a date with a man, sharing a life with a man, etc. In fact, I love my current girlfriend of 3 years with all my heart and soul and I could never ever imagine having the type of feelings I have for her, for any man in the world! Heres the point. Over the years I did some experimenting. I would have my girlfriends finger me, lick me or use a toy on me. I came to love the sensation I got from using a cock shaped dildo in my ass so much, that I knew I would have to enjoy the real thing even more...Right? When I was 18 I decided to take my first real cock and it was unlike anything i had ever experienced. The pleasure was indescribable. I was instantly hooked. The first time I got fucked I had a prostate orgasm and lost all control of my body while I was cumming. It was the best O of my life. Never forget it. So I love women. I love having sex with women. I have had many meaningful relationships with women throughout my life. Im not attracted to men. I have no desire to be with a man. I just happen to LOVE having my ass fucked by a real cock and I am not afraid to admit it. But don't ask me to kiss a man because that's just disgusting. Im wondering what your experiences are with this topic. Any guys out there who are secretly into taking it up the butt and also live a straight life, have a girlfriend, etc? Would you consider me straight, gay, or bi? When did you figure out you liked or disliked ass play? Lately I have been thinking I might be considered bi, but I am not attracted to men in the way I'm attracted to women. Please be chill about this subject, no need to judge.