So I am starting Soboxone in two days! from today! The doc told me to take my last of anything (any opiate...) tonight...but I have to withdraw all day and night tomorrow...... but Tuesday morning is when I will start...! I tried it before and...wow... those orange candys are awesome...hehe. I honestly want to quit and that is my goal.... he said it takes half a year..usually...maybe sooner each person is different...but he said tuesday we will work from 4mg all the way to 20mg to make me 'Comfortable' then take home doses for two weeks... then see him again. I honestly Want to stop though..my highest for some reason was 60mg oxy or 240mg of morphine sulfate... damn fun times...but at the same time... that feeling you have when you know its your last dose...and even though you have one dose left...your body is already hurting because your mind already knows its the last one...hopefully no more after this....
Did you know you can turn morphine into heroin.Then you won't have to worry about a damn doctor and the last dose you may see.:devil:
Yep I did.... but my Morphine supply is actually really really expensive and what I use to get is long gone.... thanks to people just being people (stupid that is) which gave a lot of red flags to doctors in my area. So any type of opiate prescribe to you is an all time low unless you have some sort of PM doctor but usually they aren't even from where I live at.... so yah. I rather get off this now..than spend a lot of money on a expensive habit that I can barely maintain....I mean Damn I use to take up to 500mg of morphine to have fun and 240mg to maintain...now I barely get 120mg and thats almost $20 just for that... because its hard to find and me and oxy just don't mix really I get just..pretty much sleepy from that. Nice high for a hour..then im nodding out.
So I went to the doctor today and was there about rougly 3-4 hours sorta fell asleep lol. But when I went there was totally in I dunno about halfway into full withdraws...so i was pretty much hurting a lot. Sweating, Shaking,Cold,Hot, Bones was hurting from within as well as my skin and muscles, Had headache come on slightly. So after a drug test which was fine but some benzo's I was given 4mgs (half a tablet) of a 8mg Suboxone. After rougly 15mins I felt 2x better....then was given another 4mgs after a hour...and 20mins later was 5x better... My thinking was clearer and cravings stopped along with the shaking, sweating, hot/cold and a lot of the pain subsided. The last dose which was another 4mgs within 2-3 hours time which is pretty much 12mg totally I was completely fine...but a bit spacey.... sorta high I guess, and really just drowsy because I haven't really slept since the WD came on. Now my body wants the much needed rest got a weeks worth of Subs to last me a week with a daily Maintenance dose of 12mgs every morning. Awesome . Another thing.... I don't pay a Dime to get the subs or see the doctor..... I guess thats a Up for me huh? Only up I have for being born to the race I am at Hehe the people that are the same race as meh...should know what I mean lol. Peace out...my outlook on life is more positive now...and I am going to try very hard to keep it that way.....
Subs have seriously changed my life. I can't describe how good it feels not to be spending my entire pay check on fucking pills.
I wish you the best of luck. I have managed, since I started Suboxone about 16 months ago, to not touch a single other opioid since then. It is a great medication IMO. If you have any questions, feel free to ask me via PM. I have been using it for 16 months, like I mentioned.
Suboxone has worked great for me I take around 4-6 MG of Suboxone Film a day. The films are the newer version of them and dissolve faster with less of the orange flavoring taste. You can get 6 of them free a month with the co pay card which you can print out on their website. I have been on Suboxone since May 2011 and haven't or had the desire to touch any other opiate. Heres a direct link to the discount card. Well good luck with it. https://www.suboxone.com/patients/about_suboxone/copay.aspx
