spiral down

do you know how to burn yourself?

 

you take a pen and run it really fast against something and the tip of the pen will be hot...?

 

Have sex about 10 times in a row?

 

Hide your weed when your so stoned you'll forget where you put it?

Go on a second date with someone who says "All men are pigs" on the first date?

Lend money to an unemployed speed freak?

 

such good suggestions.. how bout doing a really good job of making someone who loves you hate you? it's a great self-inflcted burn..fucking terrific...seriously...

 

mmm im so glad u cant really smell my desperate self-loathing..haha...

 

thats quite wrong town actually!

 

So glad you can't see the unborn twin growing out of the side of my head.
Isn't the internet great!?

 

what I actually smell here is the lead in to a story...

 

damn you are a pro!

 

hmm yeah.... you can ignore the completely obvious twitchings of the mind

 

yeah but it's a crap one....

 

It's a gift.

 

Confession's good for the soul...

 

but thanks bro. i know a bitch who told me just last week she hates all men except for me. i knew then that i should run but i was drunk. i think if she calls this weekend im not going to answer out of my renewed sense of survival. Thanx hip forums!!!!

huked on hip 4rums werked fur me!!!!

 

lets just say that quote n my sig fits me 2 a tee...

i had a love and i pushed him away too much - by being the opposite of clingy..and self aware of what i was doing i didnt care cos i felt like he would never understand me inside. 9 months wasted and a lot of love lost nonetheless.. it hurts and being an idiot i let y feelings out here so i wont burden my friends...it happened less then 12 hours ago so very fresh and lots of bourbon down the hatchett..so im sorry for letting it out here.... arrrgh..

 

wise man.

Now me, I'd be tempted to answer the phone and let her tell me again how I'm so much better than every other guy on the planet.
I think my ego wants to kill me.

 

nah..it justloves inflation...prces have gone up n the stock market

 

Maybe you're letting it out here because it's safer than letting it out to him, which is what sounds like got you in trouble in the first place.

 

no... didnt let it out on him.... i dont know... im just so muddled... maybe a little, but r'ships ...im just not built for them...maybe im too selfsh and tranfixed by my own self