Someone Help Please!!

Please I need someones help, ever since January I have been having this weird feeling, its really strange and it upsets me, its like I dont feel real and I think alot about me as a person and then I get confused and walking, sometimes I have trouble randomly walking and I never did before, I think about walking and then if it gets real bad I go into a dream like state, kinda like being high, is it hormones? Because I just feel bizarre all together, it seems to be getting better but at others time not, heres another thing, I smoked pot on New Years Eve for the first time in my life and I got completly flat out stoned, it was terrifying and ever since then everything has been different and weird, my thoughts and just everything. I get confused alot of the time and I dont know if its the pot still in me or out of control growing hormone stuff, everyone says its hormones but I just am lost about it all. Even at this very moment I feel weird. /= What is it? Anyone ever felt like this before? Will it go away sooner or later? Makes me wanna cry, its all so confusing...

 

Maybe someone slipped a tab of mescaline in your drink.

 

i'm the same way, nothin seems real anymore, it's wierd, you think alot about being human, and why we do the things we do?? i get that too, it wierded me out at first, and every now and again i get wierded out by it, but i've learned to live with it, and i like the way i look at things now, but sometimes i psychoanalyze EVERYTHING and just confuse the hell outta myself

 

It's probably just schizophrenia.

 

that's what i thought it was too, kinda freaked me out, but if it's not interfering with anything, let it be

 

Hi Flowers

Well, not everyone can smoke pot like others.
I for one are one of those.
Very little for me
Everybelly isn't the same
Take that into consideration
Let your body talk to you and you try to listen

'Hugs'

 

Oh Flowers

Another note here,
Some folks are like sponges...ya know
We pick up on like 'negative energies around us
An so also we can with the 'positives'
An yes your hormones play a very big movie in this all
Part of our selves to get to know
Try to listen an do things that you enjoy
Does help to talk about it.....yes
You may not find the reasoning behind it all
So help yourself to adjust

'hugs'

 

Your experience demonstrates one of the good things about psychodelics, of which marijuana is a mild variant. They can make you introspective, and can cause you to have deeper thoughts about the world and your place in it, (Note "can" and not will). For this same reason psychodelics, including marijuana, are, IMHO, not appropriate for 14 year olds, as they are still figuring out the basics and dealing with the hormone issues. Now might be a good time for you to read up on philosophy, religion, or psychology.

 

Is that all?

 

that can still lead to problems though, look at what happened to Syd Barrett, he took too much LSD one weekend and completely inverted his way of thinking and it manifested itself as schizophrenia. he disappeared and wasn't heard of for over 30 years, until his death last year.

yet again, i may be misinformed, DO NOT QUOTE ME

 

Minds are strange.

Maybe its the pot, perhaps its not...
I dont know. Ive never imbibed any sort of drug.

Though...I can relate to the nonexistent feel you wrote about.

Last Christmas break (school vacation thingie ), id been disconnected from any social interaction. I had not one conversation with my friends until school began again. Since then, ive felt that I have no...subsistence, lol. Every day is exactly the same for me (my life is really monotnous...maybe thats the problem), and I cant remember what went on the day before anyway >.>

Well, I can...But yesterday is always a dream for me now. It's upsetting, lol xD

 

I think it's the pot...

it either changed how you view the world or
what my friends and I call a "recycled" high...

 

I would not advocate LSD, although I had way more than my share many years ago. There certainly is some danger involved with it. A young developing mind should stay far away from it. I was 18 when I first did it, maybe 17 for mescaline. I think I know who I am now, but I will never know who I might have been. With the amount I did during that period of my life, I know that for several years afterward I was one spaced out person. Maybe I still am. Who am I to say. I do seem to function in society reasonably well.

 

I dunno what it is man. I think its more to do with being a teen than the pot.

Its weird tho...I smoked pot first when I was 14...and now when I look back and hear 14 year olds smoking weed, I think "Thats too young!"...I mean, I didnt really start smoking until I was 16, but I smoked once a month from 14 until I was 16. Then it was more often.

 

sounds like could be three things, all of which could produce those symptoms

1) LSD or similar hallucinogen - can produce such feelings for weeks even months after taking it (especially in strong doses and if you didnt enjoy it)

2) Schizophrenia often develops from such simple symptoms

3) You need attention and being short on imagination you wrote those things

 

schizophrenia is also most commonly diagnosed near the end of the adolescent period

if you search schizophrenia on wikipedia there is an article about cannabis being a contributing factor to the development of schizophrenia

 

I'm schizoaffective and bi-polar and take meds for both things. I was taking a sleeping pill called Ambien for years, and it erased those years very slickly and got me into trouble with the law. I'm also an alcoholic and was "dancing with the devil" taking pills and drinking heavily. Anyway, there are a lots of reasons for most mindfuck situations. Partly inside, partly outside. Get some medical advice. Dope can also cause what's called "solipsism." Look it up on the Wikipedia. It's hell! Sounds like your are there. Best of luck figuring it all out. Took me 50 or more years!

 

sound like your losing your grip on reality....sanity. it happens to the best of us, i mean that seriously. tune in, youll be alright.

*prepares for the flames* imo its damaging to pay attention to terms like schizophrenic, or bi-polar, or anyother "diagnosis". crazy is relative. i know all too well. you have ultimate authority over you reality....dont let other convince you they know your head better than you do or could.

your struggle is in being scared of your confusion? try being okay with your confusion...be okay with whatever it is you are. thats how we heal.

 

You certainly sound like an expert on "losing it."

 

*sences sarcasm???* guy, you have no way of knowing my history from my previous post. believe me when i say i was alot more fucked up when i was being pumped with various pharms and psychologist's head trips....iv never met anyone whos gone down that road and been "healed" by western psychology. the mind is a funny thing, it is only what we program it to be....bottom line, end of story. you can argue (as doctors will) that there are bio-chemical imbalances, and i would agree with you, though iv come to believe these imbalances are a product of our thinking patterns....its not the other way around. you change your thinking patterns and your brain chemestry is changed.