ok so im pretty happy which is good. iv got 5 tabs right now. and im gonna trip tonight in my room solo. the tabs are sapose to be really good. my 2 friends who took them from 1 tab had heaps of hallucinations, so it should be good. just keeping my mindset happy and am pretty excited. should get pretty intense alone. this is my 2nd trip. i have the computer in my room, so ill probably try and come on and log shit live. should be interesting.ill post again when i drop.
just dropped at 9.45pm 1 for now. maybe more in within the next haulf hour. depends if it starts out like im gonna enjoy it or not.
WHy not!? SOudns great!!! so lovely to think someone on teh other side of the country is dropping and hopefully experiencing and ejoying Alice! hee! why not try teh whole closed eye visuals thing. stick on a nap mask and just trip out with nothign but your own mind. .CAnt wwait to getteh chance to do that myself. tend to get stuff at music events me and there's not much chance of ebign without stimuli there. Have an inspirational day!
holy moly. so much good energy coming from you man. thanks. its 10.21 postive energy please. im hope not spiral bad. this hits pretty intense, my hands are shaking. i need to relax.
11.32. holy jessus. its all in swirls around sinking my fingers deep into it, curtain. to intense writing. unpleasnt. im going.
I hope its just the writing that is unpleasant and nothing else I can see you're green ligh is "on" so if you wish to communicate but dont fancy typing just click post on an empty post. Its amazing and although it can get ugly its also BEAUTIFUL!!!!! VERY beautiful!!!! you are one of teh VERY few people on the earth and a miniscule through history which will be priviledged enough to experience this. allow the straucture of infinity to overtake you dude!
hmmm. 3.25am holy crap what happened was pretty amazing. i think its been about 6 hours. the things i saw waa. i have my ability to think a straight thought or type now, tho everything is moving and waving.
just for further adventures, the worst thing you can do for yourself is worry that you're gonna have a bad trip, that increases the chances of actually having one
maan. i cant summarise the trip, because the trip is going. i went outside, and the wind is blowing, its farkk it i cant explain it . like youve never been outside before, like its a video game, its not real, but it is, the way the trees swurrled togeher. i dont know this message is taking forever, because i cant find words to even sit here and think of words to desrcibe to be even here.
dont you hate it when you trip, you get weird things in your stomach that discomfort you. my stomchac kinda thought i was hungry, so i ate, but now its just being a fucker
hmmm 4.34 i wouldnt say it was really good, or really bad. it wasnt even, good or bad, it was even less than all of those. meaning the trip was the way it was, and i have learnt so many things . i cant wait to tell you them. i will be gone shortly, well im not sleeping toonight, so ill wake in the morning and go, without sleeping, it will feel allright. i feel emotionally drained to the max, not emotionally but mentally. as i am technically still trip reporting.
alot of jaw clenching and feeling like your body is lost in the masses. like its in the way, or just you discover that it their. you dont know what to do with your body, in the dark, when your mind is melting, it gets in the way, it gets resteless, its never easy with a body. waa
Hey man it was just such a kick to read yoru posts! thanks for sharing. I imagine satying away from the computer is probably a goog thing but yeah.... leanring to express a psychedelic experience is part of teh leanring process and there are words you will discover which will then be used in yrou vocabulary. The thing is we learn words for things, places, feelings and actions that we need in life but the feelings and thinsg experienced have never been experienced by you teh first time you trip so you really have to learn to elucidate as you go along and early on it can be tough. Its funny how the word "elucidate" actually soudns liek an amalgamation of "alice" "Lucy" and "Cid". .... and "ate" which is teh functional part of the word. heh heh. Anyway. Just remember that its all good man. you see Albert hoffman and he's never an advocate of LSD as a pleasure drug but as a tool and he's over 100 and apparently relly well and has an aura of calm and humility and of being at one with nature etc. about him. Dont' allow the negative propaganda or guilt or any otehr form of internal or external opression let you down. Although a FEW people have claimed Nausea on LSD MANY people think its psychosematic and I've actually always told people who do feel that waythat it is and then next time they NEVER feel any nausea. YOu can feel shattered andthere is a definitie stomach feeling but it usually is an emptiness/hunger thing which is best overcome with drinks and fruit as other items can seem very odd to consume. Absolutely knwo what you feel aboutteh body. There are toimes when you go "somewhere" but you don't know where and you return and you look down and you're liek "yaaargh! this is my arm/kleg/finger" in a real shock sense. People who think we are just our physical selves need to do more acid. haha! Let us know more if you care to but chill and enjoy teh nature. Nature is made for tripping and it may take you time tyo discover that but go to a forest or a field and you'll know its true. NOthing but good vibes and hippy stuff at ya kid!
very nice . I havent been lucky enough to trip solo yet :\. But I know Im getting around 4 liquid doses soon.
awesome man! i cant wait to get some now. ive been thinking heavily on the subject for a while and im ready. probly gunna get 2 hits and probly do it alone for a solo trip.