i'm feeling really awkward right now... i'm a introvert, i am content to just hole up in my house and pursue what i want, and i don't get lonely very easily. but then i look at myself from the outside and i just seem really pathetic, i mean i have plenty of friends but i just don't feel the urge to be making pointless chit chat with them every hour of every day. i'd like to say that i don't care what other people think, but really everybody does on some level. so i'm just going to start taking some initiative and getting parties started instead of occasionally going to one at one of my friends' house.
why try and be something you're not? and really who gives a shit what anyone else thinks. if someone doesn't approve of the fact that you're introverted then why would you want to be freidns with them in the first place. no one really cares in this world, they are all just thinking of themselves. don't live your life according to them. if you are happy as you are then dont change anything. you cant depend on anyone but yourself.
right on! but my friends aren't the ones who are saying anything about me being quiet or anything, it's like my parents. they tell me to get out of the house, even though in reality i spend a lot of time walking around.
